I am...
Thursday, August 31, 2006Y
9:08 am
lol..kok haw and me..happy teachers day!
whee..
happy
happy
happy!!
met up with fellow primary school mates..
haha
went west mall for lunch.
after that went to shannons hse..
his dog is cutee
mario!
hmm..
i have think through...
i will not be so childish anymore...
i will support u in whatever you do..
love you from my heart
muack
Wednesday, August 30, 2006Y
8:56 am
hehe...im happy today!
hahahahahaaha
ehehehehehehe
my results improve!
for chi, maths and science la..
other still dunoo..
still worrying for my eng..
hmm...
atteneded the teachers day rehearsal today after school...
waliao...
waste my time..
but still ok la....
anyway.
the dance chrographed by the sec three dancers was nice.
hahaha
anyway
thanks ms zeng for your encouragement and lollipop!
happy teachers day folks!
Sunday, August 27, 2006Y
8:17 pm
hiya..sorry for the lack of post nowadays..wasnt in the right mood to blog..lol..I know, Im always complaining about my mood whenever i blog..so i suppose you readers are kinda bored by what I repeat every time..haha
juggling both my alternative worlds and chinese test tmr...
really hope i can pass both..
esp eng..
i really hope..
although i failed the time before
i really did study hard now for all my tests
hope god will fulfill my wish...
haiz
please grant me my fruit of labourrr
oh please!!!
haiz
anyway..got to write a reflection for my ATC camp..
lol
why is it that for everything we do, we must reflect on it?!
i know it helps us on our writing skills and blah blah..
and also..
initially i thought it was still quite ok when my comrades were already starting to complain about it..
now i really cant take it..
ok fine..i will not fuss over such a minor problem..
*breathe in* * breathe out*
Sometimes, I struggled with myself because of unspeakable sorrows..
Deep down in my heart..there is a ranking of things/ people that are important to me..
Somehow, I need to give up one of them to fulfill the other.
I didnt want to.
But somethings are not in control of my hands.
I could only see it walked away slowly from me.
Who knows of what Im feeling..
there is also ranking of important things in everyones heart.
there are so many things out there for them to care and deal with.
Who, would stop their pace and concern about me.
only heaven knows
sick of worrying for my results..
everyone around me only care about their results.
so what if results determines our future.
not that i dont care whether it affect me or not. i do.
just that i believe there are other things apart from studies that are important in our lifes.
im sick and tired of everything
i feel like screaming
i feel like killing
i feel like yelling
and please people
you bloody stop lecturing on what i should do and tell me i should do what u like do to when i dont do it
its your problem
you like to do it doesnt mean i like to do it
and pls stop sounding as if you are superior to me just because you do what u like to do
different ppl have different things that make them stand out.
i dont need to copy your way to make me a normal girl
i alright just like that
whats the matter with me?
tell me why
tell me why
im confused
day are passing by like wind
the speed
unbelievable
how i wish i could stop the time and remain this way
oh my
what am i doing
ok
i shall carry on with my homework..
thx for reading
Tuesday, August 22, 2006Y
11:46 am
im glad that i hada a great friend like youthank you stella
i love you
Thursday, August 10, 2006Y
4:12 pm
okokim back!
well..for a short while..
hhaa
yesterday national day parade was great..
last parade in kallang stadium..
reading up various reports on the history of kallang stadium made me feel like crying..
esp one..
which exposed feelings of the workers there..who spent their livetime in the kallang stadium..
lol..so devoted that they regard the four big lamppostt there as their four babies.
fireworks were splendid, in time to come, when will we ever witness this wonderful moment again?
Every year, I have this feeling that Minister mentor Lee kuan yew looked very sad, whenever I see him appearing on the national day parade. As Singapore gradually grows, I believe every Singaporean will remember what he had done for us, including the young people. Well at least, I will try my best to let them know.
ROD night was a sad and memorable one.
long term training for our dance, in the end realised one sec one class was going to perform the SAME dance for national day.
WOW
As usual, the rod parade was heartbreaking. Recalling the time spent with our former NCOs, the time when they pumped us for things we done wrong.The time when they taught us to drill properly. The ITC. The PT. The cheers. The care and concern. These scenes flashed vividly in my mind, as the rvnp NCO squad 2006 marched pass our squad.
We will remember you guys.
Just like how we remember our first batch of ncos.
You guys gave us life and colours in our rvnp life.
the sweet and bitter moments with sqdmates
just like what we told u all during rod
we love you
got my new phone yesterday
im so in love with it
yay
heres a view of it
http://www.samsung.com/sg/products/gsm/gsm/productpresentation/sgh_d510s_imageview.asp
ok
one more day in school.
but no np
haiz
i miss my squadmates
byebbye
i came and i left
please dont intend to change me, cause i am me, who no one can change.
Its your way of living, which i have no need to follow.
please get your dirty hands out of my business.
you selfish bitch. stop faking.