Valentine's

Monday, September 28, 2009Y

7:13 am

I'm currently trying to do my I & R for PW, which I've obviously been distracted from lol. Eh, Can't blame me though because I've have been feeling unwell for the whole day already. :/ It feels terribly uncomfortable to sneeze once every minute. I can't stop myself from sneezing seriously and I hope I din scare anyone. Though its kind of amazing that palmer can stand my unglam side. LOL funny boy.

Received some of my results back today! I rather not talk about it though. Just want to say that I'm quite disappointed by some. :(

Anyway, I've made an unfavourable but neccesary decision, although I'm still pondering over it. Should I go with it or should I not?
If I should, I don't know how to explain it to some people.
If I should not, I will be unfair to myself.

I'm in a dilemma.
I really don't know :(

Sunday, September 06, 2009Y

8:19 am

Yea, I know that I've said on fb that I've pasted my exam schedule on my comp's monitor to stop myself from coming online before my last exam on 22nd sept. I guess you can only stop yourself with your own determination that comes from your heart. Haha, but I'm just going to come here for a while and listen to some songs after mugging so many days. I will paste t exam schedule back afterwards I swear to myself. Lol, please scold me when you see me online.

I think I'm quite productive for these few days. Hope that I'll continue this way for t rest of the holidays. Actually I'm quite afraid for my results. I don't know if all these work hard will come to a good end. But either way, there would still be uncertainties. If I try, there would be chances that I'll score well. If I don't, then it will be confirmed that I won't score well. So I will persevere!

Anyway, Palmer's baby cousin was just born on last thursday! Aw..I like :):) It's a baby girl :)Her name is hui en. Haha, I like babies because I grew up helping my nanny to take care of all the little babies that she happened to take care for others for a period of time. :D They are so cute :) I hope that I can see little en en soon :P And my nanny's eldest son gonna get married next month on mid autumn festival! Aw, so sweet <3 All the happy things are happening. :)

Anyway, I realised that my temper has been pretty nasty recently. I keep throwing my temper at palmer for a slightest thing. :( Actually its pretty weird that he has never been angry with me or has never scolded me before. Its really weird. I can't imagine myself talking to a person who had just scolded me like shit few minutes ago, in a such sweet and patient way as if nothing has happened before. And he is like that. :/ He is really a downright good natured boy. Maybe that's why I dare to be mad with him so much subconciously.I'm sorry :( I'm a downright big bully. I know you're nice and I appreciate you. I'm a big fat bully with a bad temper. I am evil.

But boom is still the best :D Maybe some people may say that he doesnt look like the ideal kind of boyfriend or stuff, but he is the most handsome guy in my eyes. Haha, I know my posts are mostly filled by details of him and people may say that I'm too mushy wtv ^%$#@!. But I don't care. My life is too revolved around him and that's the fact. :P

I never like to hide things. It's not hard to see who is the most impt person to me apart from my family now :P

Anyway, I bought some little toys for en en with boom. Hope that I can give her some little gifts for all of her birthdays every year! :D Its really interesting to watch the growing journey of a baby :) Its really amazing esp its only nine months ago that palmer had just announced to me that his aunt was pregnant. So fast man!

Back to work now. GOOD BYE EVERYONE> HOPE THAT YOU WON"T SEE ME HERE ANYMORE FOR THE RESTO F THE HOLIDAYS AND DURING EXAMS. BYEBYE I LOVE YOU< YOU LOVE ME, WE ARE HAPPY FAMILY :D

I'm mad. And I like it. LOL.