I am...
leap year!
haha
yea Junwen, you are finally a 4 years old leapling..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
hmm..
today afternoon had the last cc training before comp tmr..
realised chiouyih wasnt present in school in the morning..
my mood totally diminished and became very depressed..
don't know why.. just that its the last day..feel very insecure when she is not there..don't want anything to go wrong at the last minute.
hey sorry teammates..if I happened to throw my temper just now..I'm really affected by her absence..and thanks yingting for keep asking me to smile.. haha :D thanks lau for subbing!
and my beloved chiou appeared halfway during training..
I'm like SURPRISED PLUS VERY HAPPY x INFINITY.
haha..think things improved from there..
tomorrow must be better!
haha..
jiayu called me just now...cuz she came to RV to watch the netball match..
rawr.. I was just in front of her in the fieldand she can't see me..
hais..
Actually I supposed to be sleeping now..
but I'm really worried for tmr..
CC comp in the morning, then must rush for the tong xun yuan interview in the afternoon..
seriously I have zero idea of what to expect for the interview, nothing was briefed. Learnt from the newspaper that 400 people are fighting for the 90 places, what are my chances? lol..but nvm.. I will try my best..hope I can do well.. :)
but still, cc comp is my priority, my last comp before my ROD this year. We will make this a memorable one, for RVNP, for honour, for ourselves.
Anyway, clarine and I did some dumb toilet competition today, quite lame anyway, but we won! so we will do well for comp tmr.. ........ lol... don't link.. nvm..
all in all..
WE CAN DO IT!
jiayou man..
tmr rvnp cheer will be ringing in my head during the comp..
and thank you squadmates and other friends for all your jiayou smses.. really warm my heart... <3
RVNP SOLID SAH!
of course.. its like nothing on Earth.
I got problem signing into msn..
tried very long..nevermind..
recently busy with campcraft comp trainings ..
after watching the boys last Sat..quite stressed..
but feel stress also no use..
hope we will perform well this Sat..
oh yea..
I got into the Tong xun yuan for lian he zao bao thing..
going for interview at the News Centre right after cc comp..
lol..add stress..
zzz
wun be coming online often now..
busy period..
and I'm very tired everyday..
no time to waste..
so will use the time to rest..
haha..
will only come back again when I remember my password..or when it is back to normal..I seriously don't know what is happening..
hmm..wish me luck..
nights :)
see you in future
心情的起伏也随着不同的事而变化。
每天都很想睡觉。。 但没有时间。。
总而言之， 相信也有很多人也处于这种状态吧。。
加把劲。。 加油喔！ ：）
but thought that tomorrow will be the campcraft boy's preliminary round..
so yea..
all the best rvnp boys!
we have come thus far, lets continue to gogogo! :D
rvnp solid sah!
next Saturday will be our turn..
*shivers*
I'm worried that I will screw up..
jiayou girls too
tomorrow will be going to support the guys at the old police academy at Thomson road..
going to meet squadmates at je for breakfast at 630am..
haha
anw we broke quite a lot of records these 2 days..
so we are really happy..
and today..joyous day :)
alright..
I'm really tired and a bit sick with flu..
stupid flu..
sweet dreams..
:)
*basha pic should be here, but due to some limitations before the comp starts, I cant post it here. hahaha..sqddies who want to see can msn me! :D
I will be taking a lot of photographs this week, because I have to hand in 200 photographs this coming Sunday for my Biancai homework. haha, so don't run away if I happen to ask you to pose for my photos :D
今天又是一年一度爸爸与朋友们聚会的日子。
当然每年我都不可被赦免，今年也不例外。：（
与我熟若的朋友就知道我来自一个挺传统的道教家庭。哎呀，听起来很俗， 但简单的来说我的爸爸属道教（taoism), 所以他与朋友聚会每年都回到庙里举行一次礼拜咯。就是到庙里拜拜啦！可是他们花了好多钱，几百块钱来拜拜，真不懂钱花在哪了。 哈哈。可是今年父亲让我在家里复习明天的考试，心里有点如施重奉的感觉，以为终于可以有一个平静的下午了！ 怎知后来他们忽然又告诉我要来我的家。。 kuakuakua...我美好的星期天就这样没了。。
没有啦。。我不讨厌他们。。只是很吵。。。
算了。。爸爸的朋友嘛。。
明天是数重考。。
后天是化学。。
应该一个礼拜后是物理。。
我知道数学不是我的强项。。
但我也知道这不是借口。。是因为我没有把重心放在那里。。不够努力。。
所以我要努力了。。希望不会太迟。。
上面那位男生好帅。。 :D
happy birthday minzhang and happy birthday guofeng too :) 16 liao... NC16! haha...time really flies... shall end off with a picture taken today with wendy ( meimei la) and minzhang said that my sister grow up le.. haha yea..I agree too :D alright wishing you all happy new year!
昨天，我队的主力chiou yih不在， 大掉眼镜，失水准不少。
还好有charmaine同学为后备， 为我们舒缓状况了许多， 谢啦! ：）
七手八脚， 终于与颖婷把麻绳绑好，可是charmaine 那边出状况了， 耗费了不少时间。
噢，忘了说，昨天手指上似乎每根都贴上了胶布，超夸张。但又没有办法，我的手指真的受伤到极点，皮开肉狞，好痛耶。
不管怎样，希望chiou yih 回来以后，大家一定要一起再接再厉！
哈哈，昨天看到某人，终于放心了。
有些事情都过去了，就不要耿耿于怀。
看开一点吧， 有时这样会跟好过。
我相信你会理性地对待这件事情，就像你每次都给我的信任一样。 还好，你真的没让我失望。：）
事实有时是残酷的。
接受， 也许是走出阴影的第一步。
昨天，真的好累。
可是矛盾的是，明明好累， 确有一股力量让我赖着发呆，睡不着。
但昏昏欲睡，终于倒下，一觉到天明。
超赞的，12 点整才起来，没开玩笑喔。
本来昨天还告诉俊文今早要回校交作业，哎呀都回不了了，哈哈哈。
五点多时国豪（kok)在msn忽然紧急地向我求助，原来在赶稿。
哈，可是这次的采访对象是我妈妈， 关于blogskin的版权。
是他的最后一则“星期五周报”的报道，所以妈妈也没有推辞，真不像她一贯的作风。
lol， 忽然想起他采访我的那一则报道，真可笑。依玲还帮我修整了一张表情看起来怪怪的照片成交上去，谢谢你啊。。 哈哈
刚才看了第八频道的节目“我们的喜事”
看到各种族迎接新生命到来的方式与礼仪。
印族与马来族的仪式非常负杂，相比之下华族的仪式简单了许多。
但怎样的仪式都一样，因为都能看到父母脸上的喜悦，疼惜。
这种仪式是他们给与小宝宝的祝福与期望吧。好幸福的画面。
胡彦斌。最近又迷上了他的歌。
他的长相并不像“功夫灌篮”里的队长陈柏霖一样帅气。。（我的偶像）。。。
但他的嗓音非常独特，非常sweet..
lol..
不管啦，很好听。。 ：D
现在佳慧收听：“你记得吗"
时间不早了，如果再不睡会变疆尸。
对了，刚才又看到了烟花。
好美。
可烟花数秒间的璀璨，瞬间就化为乌有。
烟花或许是寂寞的。
this year was just like any other day..no atmosphere at all..
haha..
just made 35 stalks of roses..and bought some sweets n chocs to school..
no mood to run to all classes to give too..so i just gave those who i see on the way..or those who asked me to give them..haha..
thanks all for the presents..sweet.. :)
the past years are sweeter of course..haha
did some weird stuff with ruolan in class today..quite interesting..haha..
anyway... history test today was okay..initially thought that it would be a goner..but at least I finished it..rushed till the very last second...
hmm..
just came back from orchard..haha..it was fun..
and finally felt the valentine atmosphere there..
very tired today..
tmr running 2.4km..so guess I will be slping early tonight..
see you :D
and I am still missing you.
hahaha..if you feel the area slightly above my forehead now..you will feel a giant bruise..
injured my hand..cannot write properly now..need to use my fingers to hold a pen and write now.. as in...the weird way...
I think I will be seeing doctor tmr...if not I don't think I will be able to pull a manila hemp properly...
oh yea..happy vday :)
it represents our effort, commitments,hard work, tears, fears, joy, achievements..not to mention..the amount of time we spent to obtain all these..
3 years.
losing it is like throwing away all our hopes.
you don't know the whole picture.
yet you criticised and you laughed.
we are enlightened.
someone define me the meaning of justice.
favourite dog for so many years..haha..shannon's mario <3
Friends for 8 to 9 years.. some people missing..:D
The past 2 days... madness!
Been really busy with homework and some other commitments.
Pia-ed my biancai work on Saturday and compiled everything. I'm glad that our group's work got the highest marks in biancai today :)
Oh well, Sunday is the worst.
Packed day.
Woke up at 5am in the morning and started working on my tong xun yuan report.
some people asked me if I'm really this eager to join the tong xun yuan to go into such extremism.
hmm...actually I don't really think its extreme...not really eager or whatever...anyway..I was given this assignment...I think whether I have the interest or not doesnt matter..not that I don't have..it is still my responsibility to complete it what...don't talk nonsense to me when you don't understand the meaning of responsibilities..after all this is worth a try...
rushed and finished it at noon..
my father drove me to gf house for printing ( thanks gf :D)
then drove me to toa payoh news centre to hand in the report.
lol..
nevermind...
haha..I must really thank my father for driving me here and there..
thanks dad...really appreciated it. :D
anyway he dropped me at newton mrt station and I went to meet extremists at orchard.
it was fun yesterday!
I'm glad I went, so many people came.
cut birthday cake for gf, min and jhosy at youth park before the movie...haha
the cake wasnt looking very appealing after lagging so long...
haha
but still..eating with extremists is a blessing :)
watched kung fu dunk!
haha..suddenly remember what happened when we watched curse of the golden flower two christmas back in the exact same place..
was sitting with clarine and gf too..lol..and they were laughing at my phobia for blood then..
ahaha..happy koping clarine's nachos :D
the movie was okay..
the 队长 is veryveryvery cool.
I think 萧岚looks a bit sissy...but yea he still looks quite suave when he plays bball :D
We went home after eating since we still have mountains of homework waiting for us at home.
On the way home boonping kept on talking crap..kahhoe and qinhui too.
Reached home and O.o..the door was locked and I happened to forget to bring my keys out.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I waited for half an hour outside my door before my family finally came back from my grandma's hse visit. :(
nvm..
Pia-ed my PI until 2am plus..
at least I got someone to accompany me..:)
so yea...I was really tired in school today..
But I manage to stay awake with ruolan's help..thanks ah :D
hahaha
Btw, will be interviewing Mr Chua kah sheng on Wednesday for our lian he zao bao report. lol. hopefully we will do a good job again..jiayou :)
Don't complain that people judge you unfairly when you yourself judge people like that too.
This is simply absurd. You are not the dictator, you don't hold special rights over others.
what nonsense about " do not judge a book with its cover"
people still does it.
you don't judge a person's character, behaviour just by their outward appearances or an object, that is really 肤浅.
...
oh well..I dropped one of my ear stud this morning..so only wearing one on a side now..and ms ek asked me about it today..haha
but no time to go and buy a new pair :(
munweng just showed and sent me some hillary photos few days back.
really rekindered my hillary memories.
haha
Team H! <3
shall blog abt it when I'm free.
cya
:)
I wanna cry leh..
I really want to watch it..
but I really have no time..
:(
spent the whole day doing biancai stuff and homework..
they are like.. don't know what to say..
I havn complete them..
to add on still have the tong xunyuan thing to write by tmr afternoon..
etc..etc..cid stuff..
I really want to go..
ahh..
if not I will be the only loner who havn watch the slam dunk..argh
JAY CHOU!!
but..
what to do..
I just try my best lo..
if I really cannot watch tmr..
then I be loner lo..also nvm..
(lying to myself..)
but honestly la..
I will still do my best la..even if I need to sacrifice my slam dunk..
after all its my work..I have the responsibilty to do it well..
wun give up so easily because of all these minor things..
jus feel..sad..:(
alright..
my brain is going to explode soon..
its 2am plus and I got to wake up at 5am to finish up my tong xun yuan essay so that I will have enough time to send it by monday 3pm..
I'm super tired now..
and I really want to watch slam dunk :(
jiayou ba winnie!
I knocked on my head 3 times today!!!
a humongous bruise there now....
VERY PAIN!!!
:(
its very painful..:(
anw..
going out with squaddies to play pool and sing at raffles tmr..
then going to cathay to catch kung fu dunk with squaddies on Sunday..
EXTREMISTS <3>
but have to finish all the essays and work first..
boohoo
see you!
recently everyday is a sweet day :D
followed by a visit to grandma house..
haha
realised that I havnt update on what happened on new year eve.
hmm..
this new year eve is really..
heartwarming?
hahaha
met up with kok haw and jiayu they all at bukit batok..
pri school gathering..
feel very happy..
cuz I finally saw all those who I metup everytime..and those who seldom attend..ppl like karen ( aung thet..LOL) and zhen yu...
hahaa
long time nv see zhen yu leh..now he looks v mature and tall...
talked quite a lot..
and kok haw's friend..keep bluffing us..
lol
chengyin or something..forgotten
anyway
kok and wan en they all went to watch CJ 7 la..
so shannon karen and me left first cuz want to go home..haha
aiya..
got to go and watch movie alrd..
see you
:)
新年快乐! 恭喜恭喜！:D
wishing you guys a happy chinese new year and a smooth year ahead.
All the best :)
RAWR
I don't know why either.
I need ice to cool myself down.
lol
I almost forget all those times..
and yes..it couldn't be so easily broken..
after all we had been extraodinary soulmates for years..
thanks for the reminder my dear friend..
all the best extremists
we still need to be light houses for them together :)
stay strong people
I am sick of pretending that you are just another normal boy in school
and I hate to admit that I've realised how much I like you boy
its a belated announcement, but still feel relieved about it, spent quite some time doing it..
hmm..
whether or not we win anything doesn't matter.
what matters is that we did it together 4L!
like what siyao said, it will be part of our memory yea.. :)
good job everyone!
thanks for the whole class's participation, help and advices given here and there.
Class leaders workshop 2008
actually its not bad in my opinion..interesting and engaging..
just that in area of content.. sort of still the standard stuff thats repeated every year..
but yea.. I think it was quite okay..hope it will benefit those new cps and juniors.. thank for the effort to those who organised this..
Brought my mother to the market that she goes to every Sunday before going for the workshop..the one that is just a distance away from bukit gombak station...
on the way, she told me: " 你知道，被我的女儿牵着走很幸福 ”
:)
yea..everytime when you hold my hand I feel blessed too, esp those times when you went through turmoil with me..
hmm..
currently listening to a song..
eh..actually I had been listening to this song for the whole day already..
haha..
my habit kicked in again..
不想解释太多
其实没有必要
有些东西很单纯， 却不小心被人抹黑了
你觉得有就是有， 没有就是没有， 我没有意见
至少我知道自己问心无愧
我还是我，思想不会因为世人的周旋而逆转
你懂我，我会庆幸自己又多了一个知己
你不懂，也没关系
有时局势的建立使我无意间感到彷徨
无助， 失落与孤单谁能了。。。
唯有自己为自己抹上药，让伤口结了疤
继续孤军作战
每个人都有灰色的时刻
看清了人情险恶
防卫的心不经意的慢慢攀爬
好与坏 只在一念之差
那么那分界线最终的位置在哪呢？
名与利是那么另人向往的指标
那你是否在追求的过程中迷失了自己？
虚假，强求，谎言
表态太多，似乎很自我
但我不想再在误会与矛盾中共存了
埋在心里真的很辛苦
很复杂
有时想太多会更不懂
不想就完全都不懂
自相矛盾
世界不只为你而扭转
你知道的
为什么还那么看不开世事呢？
醒醒吧佳慧
returned to school today..
but still very weak..never take any medicine..cause will sleep..lol
hais..
almost died during pe today..run until third round..cant continue the forth anymore..leg cramp..
relatively a good day today..
I guess i shall forget all the past..no use gripping on to them anyway.. as in I mean all the unhappiness and stuff..
np was rather fruitful today.. and I finally accepted someone already..you have your strengths and weaknesses..I'm not so petty too..so forgive and forget.. :)
was drenched because of training..but its okay la..its approaching le..
just..feel very cold and weak the whole day..
after np went to eat with clarine at harbourfront..
talked a lot..
anyway kungfu dunk with squaddies at 9th Feb <3
tired..
supposed to be sleeping now
but my mother is also down with fever..
heartache after seeing her state..
so staying up to check on her temperature everyone and then la..
if not will feel very insecure..
hmm..
hey mummy get well soon yea..
if not I will xin tong longer..
choy..
chairleaders workshop tmr..
should be my fourth workshop on such things ba..
haha..
everyone loves chairwoman winnie :D
haha
alright
cya people :)
don't ask me why it happened...
because it just came when the time arrived...
confused mind, don't you know...