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Tuesday, September 25, 2012Y
3:43 am
Waiting at the bus stop for a bus that never comes..who an bring me out of this cycle?

Today is really an upsetting day...never feel it so intense before..just want to by myself...tears keep welling up in m eyes somehow...

Somethings are really forgiveable to me..but in the end I still dd..albeit being unhappy.

Why can't my simple dream come true everytime..everytime its coming true smehow god will decide to screw it up..maybe  ill never get true happiness..

Really feel so alone right now...I can't solve this...I can't get pass this hurdle..I can't...I'm just trapped right here.