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Tuesday, June 16, 2009Y
7:34 am
Hello!There're piles of things for me to do and I've already listed them out but holidays are really boring and I can't help posting something here because it looked so dead!
Haha and its obvious that I would only post when I feel that life's going unsmoothingly right. Rawr so I think you can guess my mood now. :P
Okay it's not very bad either and I'm probably just posting some crap here.
Anw, I've just file all my worksheets from school into various subject files. OMG, my table is freaking clean and tidy now. Actually I have this secret yearning to clean my table all the time and I always make sure that I wipe it clean whenever there is dust. I think I'm weird.
Hmm...holidays...are boring..haha, maybe because I have been staying at home most of the time since mid years are starting right after school reopens! Damn, half a year have just passed like this when I was still thinking that I was still 13 years old. Lol, I looked retarded and super fair last time and I looked cheena too.
I've really been studying all these while you know, to the extent that I'hvnt been seeing palmer for quite some time. Haha, but I'm going to the Jurong bird park with him, his mama and his brother this thursday! So cute, I like his brother...cute face and cute eyes!...hahahahaha..he looks like pamela. :P
Aiks, the last time that I've been to the bird park was in Pri 6 and I've even won the first prize for an art competition for drawing pink flamingoes. LOL.
Hmm...nonstagic. I used to be quite talented last time, I think?
Haha, used to be some artclub captain, some abacus and mental solving pro, dance and choir and wtv. Lol, I feel like I've been losing the momentum and passion that I've once have in studies subconciously.
I think if I would be able to time travel back to five years ago, the 12 years old self of me would surely give me a scolding and insult me severely. I don't know but I know I'm quite different now as compared to the past. I can't say if its a bad thing, because people do change and I feel that they change at different period of their life,because it is unavoidable and it is usually to adapt to a new lifestyle. And We stayed in this state because we feel comfortable and happy like this?
Attitude wise, I do admit that I've changed in the aspect of studies and I've recognised that it is an unwise mistake. I'm trying to make up for the lost time and I'll make sure I do it. Self-motivation. Haha, I'm aiming for a good score for a levels alright! Other than that, my character is very much the same. :) I'm still following some principles of mine. Some things just can't afford to be compromised by another.
Took a break today with my sis. Went for a good lunch break with her at lot- one. Good food, yums. We feel like puking after eating some mango sundae though, because it really tasted weird! But we still did'nt escape the burden of studying and mugged at the library for a bit.
I love studying in the libraries honestly. I have this peaceful and quiet stereotyped impression of the libraries in my head. So whenever I'm sick of studying at home I would make my great escape to the library. But its absurd because when I've reached there, it would be so crowded with a lot of people and even some disruptive ones which irritate me to the max. RAWR. Hate them. If they want to create a chao they should make their way to the playground and act a like a kiddo.
zzzz.
Got to sleep early tonight because there is class cip tomorrow. We're heading to the "Riding for the disabled people association" weekly. It's quite cool there because we get to assist the disabled people to ride on the horses. Can't imagine that there are actually horses in Singapore other than the Zoo. Ha, the last time that I had rode one was when I was 10 or probably younger in the zoo. I think all the horses have escaped there. There are at least 10 horses there and the staffs there are mostly europeans. Nice to see people who are keen to contribute to the society.
And someone is feeling down and troubled tonight. It makes my heart aches too :C Cheer up! I love your cute and white teeth, so smile and show them to me alright:D Don't worry we'll solve this problem together and I'll always be here I promise you :)
Okay, goodnight everyone and I hope that you'll have a sweet dream.
Monday, June 01, 2009Y
5:27 am
Hi everyone!Yea I know that I've abandoned my blog again. Sorry...they say that a happy person doesnt need a blog! Haha :D
Ahh..and I havn update on alot of things yet, like my birthday! floorball and etc!
A big thank you to all who have made my 17th birthday such a happy one, I know its like late for 2 months, but thanks!
:D
Thanks for t super delicious chocolate cake that you've made palmer:) I hope that we can really open a confectionary shop together in future :DD
Anyway I think that my physical strength has became stronger, I am healthier now!
YES!
I'm also crazier now. :(
And the hillary challenge 07 people are finally participating in an adventure race again!
This year we are participating in the NTU adventure race together, which is gonig to be held on 7 june.
I'm so happy but sad that munweng cant join us. But its okay, because eileen neo is joining our family :)
We just went for abseiling clinic and swimming test at yishun safra adventure club yesterday, the abseiling part is super scary, I was telling the facilitator that I was scared when I was about to go down. But after the descent I changed my mind because its super exciting. Adrenaline rush :P
We went to play billiard while waiting for our briefing in the evening. Jiaxu joined us while zikang left halfway. Haha, it was super crazy, xinyu and I kept taking pictures and eileen kept laughing at junwen..lol~!
We got our race tee too and its super big for the girls.......
Oh yea...I forgot to make jelly for class outing tomorrow. The response is quite good..keke...hope that it'll be fun :P My jelly is black in colour...hoho...awesome yea..XP
And palmer have just flew to India for a cip last friday and would only be back after a week plus. Life seems empty without him...really hope that he will come back soon...
Its sweet of him to call me twice or once in a day even though the bill will cost him 28 bucks for last then 10 minutes of talktime...hais...just received a sms from him...thats why palmer rocks! :(
Actually I don't know why some stupid people just like to condemn us. Please stop doing all these nonsense because it will only reflect how ignorant you are because you don't even know him, his personality and not even me. Only people who are on the same level as you would believe you. Please stop talking nonsense or else you will never experience an blissful life in future because nobody will love a evil bitch like you. Not that I care anyway because you can talk all you want, I'm not so narrow-minded and bitchy anyway :):)
Seriously, I've never like to say all these on my blog because I always feel that its meaningless to gossip about others and stuff, even if I don't like the person or whatever. But I don't like it when that person insult me or the people that I care for. In that case, F*** YOU. You are such a pathetic person with nothing else to do because no one loves you. Goodbye and may god bless you :)
Okay, I abmit that I'm abit too get away with the above stuff. Whatever. Lol, don't worry and I hope I didn't scare you if you are not involved. I'm normally not like this, only to people who hurt me or my friends :) I love you all lovely lots! :) hearts...<33 Because I believe that people who really know me won't believe in all these evil runours no matter what because they know my personality, thats why I'm not worried.
Alright, I got to make my black jelly now and wait for palmer's call!
Lets hope that tomorrow's outing would be fun! YES! :D