I am...
I am not a indolent kid that don't have any idea what I'm doing.
I am not what you think I am.
I am very clear of what I want and what I want to do.
If I am what you think I am, I would not have survive until now, let alone being a chairperson for the third year.
I realized I only put in effort in exams now.
During normal lessons, I didn't even put in any effort, I'm just merely ensuring that I have something to hand in.
I think I having been slacking too much.
Dont know what got into me this year.
I think its time to go back to my mugging mode.
but i cant promise i will do hw. it is not included.
get your mind straight.if you set your mind into it then you should give in your best, not give up for your personal interests.
UG camp coming.
NPCC parade coming.
a lot of things are coming.
anw like to thank chee hooi for giving me encouragements.
study
study
study
thinking
thinking
thinking
yea..apart from all those mentioned, I spent a long period of time idling too.
he he
Chemistry review still not completed yet, although I have been staring at it for about 4 hours.
I think I'm really a last minute mania. Never mind about this.c I will be able to finish.
Dont feel like going to school because I keep feeling giddy. God knows what happened to me.
Been doing some serious thinking. I think I will be going to find a job soon.
yea..I think Im old enough to make that decision or rather, to know what I want in future.
okay
goodbye
good luck for all your chemistry reviews.
Labels: some random stuff.
lol
This is my reflection for today.
I love cute kids.
hehe:D
He is back now. Hungry me. I shall go and eat now yea, shall update more later. Goodbye!
Since young, you told me to work hard and be someone great in future.
I respect you. I adore you. I look up to you.
I remember me being a indolent, frolicsome kid. You alway chastise me for all the troubles that I had caused. Although you are as hot tempered as me, I know you will forgive my mischief every time, be it one day, two days, or even one week..
Because of your high expectations for me, I had work very hard since the day I started school, just so that I can be a child that you can be proud of.
My heart soars whenever I scored well, because it meant that you will be happy.
I remember me exclaiming in happiness one day in year 1999 that I scored full marks for maths while you were weeping somberly beside my bedside in the hospital because I was nearly dying..
That time, I never understand why were you crying when I got full marks.
I thought you didn't hear me, so I repeated again and again..while you continued to cry forlornly..
I will never forget that scene in the hospital ward when I was 7.
I had worked very hard and made it to the first class every year for primary school. You are glad and told me I should excel even more. So I started juggling many tuitions everyday. Although tired, I did not grumble, I just hope that I could do you proud.
PSLE in year 2004. Unable to complete my science paper, I cried. Nobody understand why I cried when everyone could not complete it too. I dashed and rang you immediately. You told me it was okay and asked me not to brood over it although I know that you mind more than anyone else. You will never know the amount of consolation you gave me when I heard your voice coming out of the receiver that day. I cried for you, because I did not manage to do as well as you wanted me to.
You are my best listener, my best friend and angel.
You are there every time when I needed you the most, offering me unlimited help and support.
You fed me well and disciplined me, forgiving me every time when I got into trouble..
I'm sorry mummy...
Im not the obedient girl that you like..
I'm sorry for all the troubles that I had caused since young..
I'm sorry that I'm no longer that child that you are proud of now..
I'm sorry for my lousy results..
I'm sorry for disappointing you..
Nobody knows how much I rely on you. Nobody knows you hold the most important position in my heart. Maybe you don't love me as much now because im no longer the smart winnie last time..
but mummy..even if one day I left you..you must know that i love you no matter what..
seriously..
im coughing nonstop..
just now when i took 188 home..
the passenger in the bus were practically all looking at me..
think they are amused by how i coughed nonstop..
or maybe worse..
they tot i got SARS
lol
today im quite disappointed by some loser..
i think you really reflect on your role as a .....
shall not say..
we all know..
all i wanna to say is..
don't judge people by their appearance..
even if you really detest people or what..
at least spare a thought for their feelings
I was telling mz yesterday that I don't feel like coming to school today.
but i came as usual...
because there was formal writing test today for lang arts..
okay..never mind about that..
now when i don't feel like going to school again tmr..
there are going to be physics and maths test tmr..
Feel utter terrible...
coughing nonstop..
i had already planned for tonight..
as in the time for me to study and etc..
but i don't even have to motivation to do that now..
consistent coughing and not to mention my head aching as if it gonna explode soon..
waa..
im sorry that im complaining so much..
i think i gonna fail both the subjects..
boo..
i don't want..
I feel tubby..
I wanna run in the morning to skim off some weight..
but i got two dumb test waiting for me..
I don't wanna disappoint Mr Ong and Mr Suria.
so by hook or by crook.
Im gonna study tonight and hope I will pass it..
jiayou all my dearest classmates..
hope we all do well in the tests yea!
and i miss you all so much squad mates..
i have miss so much activities with you all due to NPCC annual parade trainings..
i miss doing PT with you all..i miss drilling with you all..i miss every bit of you guys..
sorry that I'm unable to go through everything with you guys..
i really hope we will be able to join you soon..
gaaaaa..
i miss you!
oh yea..
there is training this Friday..
hope i get better by then, cause i really cant imagine myself throwing or even holding a 3kgs rifle well when im frail and sickly..
picture taken during 3l steamboat outing on last Thursday!
thanks Xuanwei for helping us to take this photo..
I look extremely ugly beside Claire..
boohoo
shall update more on the steamboat later..
im sick..
booo
i have lost my voice..
i cant talk now..
cuz you probably wouldnt hear anything come out of my mouth..
my throat hurts even when i swallow my saliva..
im sorry..
if i dont answer you in school or if i dont talk to you much k..
my fever just got a bit better..but my throat sucks..
ahhhhhhhhh
my throat really hurts! i think it gonna tear apart soon...
Today I went for my father's brotherhood gathering.
Brotherhood as in his sworn brothers and their families.
This is held every year on Chinese new year only. kinda a routine.
i conclude that, never judge a person by their appearance..
the ugly duckling's story is really true!
because....
i saw one shuai ge becoming fatter and fatter every year..( shuai ge became very ugly)very sad...
and i witnessed one average guy becoming more handsome as the year goes by..
waa..
okay..
i realized i didn't do any homework nor revision during the holidays..
time to buck up..
i feel kinda indignation towards homeworks..
at the same time i also feel kind of sorry towards my teachers..
because i haven't been working hard..
time to buck up winnie
you guys jia you too
good luck folks.
i will update more next time..
stay tune!
lol
long since I last posted huh?
some forewords.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to
jhosy
minzhang
guofeng
mingliang
wow..
speaking of birthdays..
haha
jhosy got a big teddy bear for bday present..
hmm..i also want..envy envy..
haha
anyway
last friday was the first GUARD OF HONOR contingent training.
we used the real M16 rifle which weigh about 2 or 3 kgs!
OMG.
perhaps it is because I seldom do rifle drill, I find it quite hard to catch up those fast commands and I still make a very loud thud when I pushed my rifle to the ground.
nonetheless, I hope the trainings for the NPCC parade will enhance my drills.
nowadays..a lot affiliations with rifles.....................
SO..ytd was the AIR RIFLE SHOOTING COMPETITION!
lol..
basically..
we tried our best..
although we didn't perform as well as the other schools..but i know we tried our best..
think positively..we don't have our own rifle range like other schools yea..
so we have natural talents! since we can score quite well without any practices, although not as much as other schools..
anyway..
wang lie can take care of your eyes ah..
weikai is the best shooter in our squad!
with the score of 69 out of two hundred!
pro already lor..
you think bullseye so easy meh..
I also score 45 only lor..lol!
lol..
actually I enjoy the feeling of f holding the air rifle..although I cant deny that it is super duper heavy..
guofeng, wanglie, junyi are Detail 1.
hanqian, weikai, boon ping are Detail 2.
zimin, chiou yih, winnie are Detail 3.
our lanes are 3, 10, 17 respectively for all the Details.
after we all had our turns we went to play bowling upstairs la..
had lunch aft that in some kopitiam near my house..
lol
cdans is located vey near to my hse..
the boys went to play soccer after lunch? yea..i supposed so..
today went to woodlands regional library with min ee to find phy articles..
took a llllooonnnngggg time..
to find the two pathetic articles..
at least i found it..about global warming..
currently addicted to youtube..
no mood to do hw..
lol
save me god!
Also..
Im glad that my cousin Ethel scored well for her O levels.
good job Ethel! you are my heroine!
aiya..
I really cant do hw..
ok..
forget it..
i really no mood..
just finished eating my dinner..
sian..
my mother discovered that I secretly ate all her cookies..
boohoo!
ok la..
im going off
byebye everybody
may you get slimmer everyday!
cuz i wish i would..
hahahaha!
I wanna announce this to the world!
RVNP GOT GOLD UNIT!
im so damn excited..
happy
delighted..
its as if all my unhappiness were gone since i heard this news jus now..
omg!
i v happy!
i rly cant take it..
im so god damn happy la...
its like..
since sec one..
our seniors had been telling us about how they strive to get gold unit..
den now..its finally a reality..
Means that my whole squad will be able to wear first class uniform to march in the 2007 NPCC Day parade which I just went today.
but there is a diff you noe, becuz I went as a silver unit cadet today, but nx time, it gonna b gold unit! with rifles, instead of batons!
Thanks all seniors who put in a lot effort to bring this glory to RVNP. Hope we as the incoming NCO squad will be able to continue this glory next year.
I AM SO HAPPY
dont know how to contain this excitement..
all my squadmates were very overjoyed too.
Not to mention all the NCOs who put in a lot effort..
thanks!
GOLD AWARD (90% and above)
▪ Bartley Secondary School (Area 5)
▪ Bukit Panjang Government High School (Area 20)
▪ Catholic High School (Area 4)
▪ Cedar Girls’ Secondary School (Area 5)
▪ CHIJ St. Joseph’s Convent (Area 7)
▪ Crescent Girls’ School (Area 14)
▪ Hwa Chong Institution (Area 15)
▪ Jurong West Secondary School (Area 17)
▪ Maris Stella High School (Area 5)
▪ Marsiling Secondary School (Area 1)
▪ New Town Secondary School (Area 16)
▪ North Vista Secondary School (Area 7)
▪ Pasir Ris Secondary School (Area 9)
▪ River Valley High School (Area 16)
▪ Serangoon Garden Secondary School (Area 6)
▪ Victoria School (Area 12)▪ Yishun Town Secondary School (Area 2)
▪ Yusof Ishak Secondary School (Area 19)
DID YOU SEE IT?
hehe
congrats to all the other schools too..
I LOVE NP!