I am...
our first flagstaff...
Np soaring high..ytd NP act. We had fantastic time.
train as the incoming NCO squad.
Come on Extremists, this year is the year.
If you are still doubting yourself, hurry on and work hard.
We can do it, if everyone make the effort.
I know all these are the same old thing we hear everytime, but yet they are just so true..
All I can say is, just jiayou! try your best in everything. we dont have much time left together..
All the way RVNP INCOMING NCO SQUAD!
Dont let other continue to think that we cant make it!
jiayou!
From the bottom of my heart, I wanna tell you all that I love you all to the core!
hais..
what is this??? im in np magazine! haha.. no la.. its jus horizon challenge in Nanyang Girls with my fellow pretty sqdmates! haha tmr is rifle drill again..hope i do well! hehe.. anw.. sharm dun sad le wor..
or did I meet you already...
kiss goodbye my prince..
sunday afternoon!
haha, the weather looks kind of gloomy outside...
here inside I feel gloomy too! :(
I have a lot of homework..I dont like..
gagaga
math: 3 worksheets
physics: Assignment! all the long long answers..
chem: Assignment, not long but quite a thick set...
chinese: Jian Bao!
sorry ah..if anyone of you have even more..haha..all these are a lot to me alrd..
hmm have one portrait to complete..
revision..
jiayou bah..
shall talk crap later if im bored again!
hahahaha
I said earlier on that Im not blogging anymore ..? but its another morning now..or day..
Im bored..
I realise how pessimistic I think or feel nowadays. People alway tell me to think optimistically..
People tell me im suppose to be a strong girl..due to several factors such as..Im from a ug grp..I am an elder sister..Im a chairperson and so on..
I tried...but somehow I cannot..
my heart rules my head..
I just break down too easily..
I did not put on any shield for protection..people can attack me easily..
perhaps I should have tried harder..
oh yea..I should really have...
Im a big girl now..
Some things in life are for us to figure out ourselves yea?
Am I mature enough to take up the challenge now?
I dont know..
all I know is I gonna put in more effort this year..
whether I gonna achieve my goals or not doesnt matter, as long as I have tried my best then I have got nth to lose...
yea..
thats it..
just like what I alway tell others..
I wun try too hard...
sorry if you see no link in this post..because im just typing out what is going on in my head..
Hey few pictures here..
above: Chiou yih and Winnie with our lovely berets! haha...on our way back to Nan Hua High after NPDP training at Home Team yesterday.
Mingjie..zzz..duno what he doing..because im not there..since chiou yih sent me this pic so i upload it la..haha
Qin Hui..notice any similarities with the previous pic? lol..yea..they were both carrying a pink bag..sharms bag..lol..duno why..
anyway.
is polishing my buttons jus now..but they cant seem to shine no matter how hard i try..
hmm..
byebye..
i have post enough today..lol
goodnite!
cont from ytd..
Went to Home Team Academy with fellow Area sixteen cadets for the annual NPDP.
Representative from RVNP are Chiou Yih, Yueting, Winnie, Han Qian and Qin Hui.
Mr oh sent us off to Nan Hua High to meet up with the other schools.
I saw my dearest Jia Yu there, so sweet..
So we waited for quite long before we finally set off..
As the bus entered the gate two of Home Team academy, the two big words" HONOUR AND UNITY" entered my sight. It kind of reminded me how long I have not stepped into this place. This place which holds much memories with my fellow squadmates and area mates in the SYF parade last year. All the training there, still lives vividly in my heart, the energy bars, scorching sun..Time really flies, almost 7 months alrd..and a lot of things changed too..how I wish I can go back..
We are in contingent six..
wow six!
I dont like six..because my keyboard cant type so i have to use on-screen keyboard..gaa..6
But had to say, I like yesterday's training because the weather was fine, but I made lots of terrible mistakes..
I dropped the baton..
very awkward..
the Sir was going " tsk, tsk, tsk.." in front of me..
I feel very stress afterwards...
luckily I manage to concentrate again after that..
that period in the parade square..
hmm..was quite ok..
just that I suddenly got called out and the sir started calling the contingent to press their berets like me..lol.. scared me..i tot what happened..
anw..
hope to know more of my contingent mates nx time..
went to eat with sqdmates at clementi after that..
lol
we brought the batons home..
i miss my sqdmates, sorry sqdmates, we nv do pt with you guys..
hope to see you all again this tues!
gaa..took a pic with chiou..shall upload it when i received it..
hmm..
duno if wilfred still angry with me or not..
haiz..
hope not..
further details on NPDP yesterday, visit Chiou yihs blog here
all I have to say is..I made a lot of terrible mistakes..no idea what happened to me today..very blur..
anw..
main point is..
sorry wilfred..
just now talk to you until v harsh..
I know u mean me well..
sorry..
mayb u are right tats y im like that..
sorry..
please dont b angry with me..
i am an idiot
lol..
just some random stuff today before I scramble off to bed.
neos taken after air rifle training at westwood sec..
muack
shall continue tmr if i have the time..
bye
love you guys who gave me support..
what a boring night..
wilfred very funny hor..
play reversi half way tell me that you were from chess club last time..
LOL lor..
hahahhaha
today went for air rifle briefing at westwood..
jus wanna say..
sqdmates..dont give up when the night is at its darkest..cuz it is only a while till dawn..
together we will get those badges back together..take it as a challenge..dont let it bring you down alright..
I will root for you.
jiayou bah
Wow..my tv is finally fixed!
haha
TVVVVV
whooppee
the class contact list is taking me ages to complete..
hais.
hope somethings dont change..
just hope somethings dont change so easily..
may god bless me
its becoming one of my routine to play Sudoku with Lilin everyday.
Wow, kinda fancy this game, must hand it to khin yin for introducing noob winnie to this game..
wahaha
currently had played with rather lots of people, hmm, khin yin, li lin, jon and now kam seng..
haha
Actually I feel that some boys in 3L are nice.
Although they are crappy at times, but they are still helpful la..
will offer to help..
for the girls..i dont really noe...they are also nice too..
haha
esp li lin and shu hui..thank for talking to me wor..cuz im only one from 2b..haha
yesterday was np..
did rifle drill..
mine..those rifles are heavy..esp those wooden ones that belong to the NCC.
We used two kinds of rifles, the toy rifles from np and those wooden ones.
got lots of bruise la..cuz when we threw the rifles up they hit against me..
but i think we sld endure ba..parts and puzzles of np..
it was definitely fun, all that tosses and throws of rifles..of cuz also drilling with squaddies..one by one demonstrations..
i was using the wooden one, becuz i dun hav the guts to use those toy guns becuz they caused $80 each..haha
it was touching that Yan Yang turned up yesterday!
we are one step nearer to our goals!
all the way RVNP!
jiayou.
im sure we can do it.
even when it is our chance to be NCOs nx year.
this year will definitely be a very exciting year for us.
we must grab it well and firm.
Later, they asked for the np roles that we desires..
well..
I wanna b the coordi..
but somehow..
I suddenly changed my mind at the last min for god knows why..
regretted it.
Nonetheless, I will try my best to prove my capability.
Hope I will be able to achieve my dream.
somebody very bad hor..nv reply me..hmmph!
waa..
yours truly blogged at 12am of 14/jan!
lessons been okay, oh well, or should I say very boring?
Every lesson is about the idea of ASK..duno what to comment..
all i wanna say today is..
i ruined my life in my own hands...
depressing..
WINNIE WILL BELIEVE YOU AND ROOT FOR YOU.
JIAYOU K, WINNIE LOVE YOU FOREVER.
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, MUACK.
YOU ARE THE BEST.
sorry, i didnt blog since new year?
well..
I didnt stand outside my class and cry la..
lilin and shu hui were nice yea..they kept talking to me..
thanks
but the boys in my class are quite talkative..
lol
i keep laughing at what they said..the thing is they started talking from morn to aftnoon and they were not tired..
qinyu told me i must start to get use to this type of boys..
lol
actually i think i feel strange becuz for the past two years in 2b..the boys in my class were not like that..they are studious type..
think i must really get use to them bah..
its rather fun to have them in 3L though, they brought lots of laughter to the class.
anw..
im the chairperson again..
wow..
third year of my chairpersonship..
wld i do a good job?
i cant say much..
there is too much things affecting me this year..
but i will still do my best yea..
tze hui said that is it becuz im not a rly outstanding one..but also not a lousy one..
thats y i can stay on for so long..
hmm..mayb what she said is really true?
nvm..
anw..we formed the class commitee on wed..
winnie and merwyn are the chairpersons.
shall not post all the details here..
just hope our class will grow to be more bonded in future..
yesterday NP act started off with a talk of Mr Oh and Ms kang.
Hope we will get gold for UOPA this year, then our whole squad can go into the npcc day parade in No.1 uniform.
If not there will be chiou yih, yueting, qinhui and me going only.
Anw RVNP gonna send four teams for rifle shooting competition.
Two girls and boys respectively
there will be some unit quiz competition too.
wow..rly a lot to brush up on this year.
esp promo.
recruitment for sec ones..
hmm..
cant say much..
a bit sian...
sun burnt again!
ok la..
shall blog more later if free..
bye
new resolutions
hehe
1. stay happy and optimistic!
2. study harder
3. handle stress well
4. get promoted to sergeant
5. find the right person..
6. strive more to achieve my goals
7. extremists get tgt more
8. to be a better person
9. read more books
10. be able to sleep peacefully.
thats all..
hope i can achieve them..
so must jia you wor!
So Guofeng, Clarine and Winnie went to watch curse of the gim huey, while Weikai Min eee Chiou yih and Sharmie went to watch death note 2. Lol, my name is winnie. For the whole show, Clarine and me were giggling like a geek, duno why..I see her laugh i feel like laughing too..lol..den guofeng keep looking at us ridiculously. Anyway, read from somewhere that the chi name of curse of the golden flower was taken from a chinese poetry. The huang jing jia represents the chrysanthemum, but also it can also be taken as the armours that the soldiers were wearing. Somehow this movie is a combination of a chi story and a chi poetry, Im not really sure of the exact one. The story was nice, its a pity it didnt state which ruler in history is it. Gong li must be feeling really painful to drink down poison everyday yet feign ignorance in front of the king yea. Jay chou was also a very filial son who fought and died for his mother. Altho his acting..not really good..becuz i kept thinking he was acting..haha..I think it was rather funny when all the members of the royal family put a small bunch of berries on their head as accessories during the festival..Clarine commented that Jay chou look like DORAEMOE in the costume. hahahahaa
I realised I really hate fighting scenes, Im very scared of blood..Im very scared of sharp objects..they made wanna puke..so guofeng was happily laughing at me when i scream at the sight of those eeky red liquid..I dont know why. somehow i can imagine the pain on the skin of them..think i rly cant b doctor alrd..sad..sad!
Later on went to the arcade..lol! I wasted guofengs two tokens la..becuz im v lousy at daytona..Guofeng wanted to emphasized that it was wasted..not lost and somehow my car cant move..v paiseh..cuz duno must press the green button..hehe..heck la..den weikai play for me..hahahaaa..clarine and me somehow hurt guofengs v precious part..not my idea..sorry..
Its a pity that we cant count down and stay till 12 yea..so we got home. I really cant take it la, I think weikais pants gonna drop sooner and later. I kept joking with guofeng and clarine that we can steal his wallet so easily, but sadly we cant! Becuz there are so many police booths around with poice patroling. police are doing their job yea? so we cant do prank. A small tuck will do the job man..but later they thought we are really thefts den lol! weikai duno what we r giggling abt all along..hehe!
Its JAN now ! No longer dec or 200six..its 2007 ! I like it becuz I cant type six on my keyboard..now I have one less reason to type it! hehe..actually I think to be not angry for the whole year is an accomplishment. hehe..so my new years resolution is to stay optimistic and happy for whole year! haha..somebody said that troubles will expire as time goes by..so I will not think of them anymore and let them expire!
haha
I hope 2007 will be a good year for me, altho my New year eve and New year wasnt a good one. I will really strive very hard this year. It is a very impt year for me..academic and relationships and CCA. ALL THE WAY! I wun give up. You jiayou too!
Ones life is so short, why not live it to the fullest instead of being burden up by troubles?
Just let them go. The good nv comes unless the bad goes.
Goodbye!
Have a Happy New Year!
kinda miss my uncle..he went to malaysia..
wonder if the flood there have subsided?
hmm..
bye!
