Valentine's

Monday, July 27, 2009Y

5:01 am

I will try my best to cope and push myself harder.
I won't admit defeat so easily, because its just not my style to do it.

Saturday, July 25, 2009Y

9:25 pm

I was looking for my HSK cert just earlier on because some teacher told the level that it'll useful in future,but in vain. I can't be bothered now.

Anyway today is the only free day I have apart from thursday from physical training! Woohoo, I have been having muscles aches consecutively last week due to continuous Pt. Hell man, But I do feel healthier and a lil slimmer, LOL!
:D Anyway, I feel that my attitude towards Pt and other physical activities have changed. I used to fear about the arrival of it, dreading it and complaining non stop, but now it has shifted to more like embracing it and taking it with ease. Kind of a good change? I supposed its linked to the people I'm mixing around with when I'm doing them. When people feel happy, everything becomes so delightful. :)

Yesterday I went to yeeshuang's house to work on our oscar video after floorball training in the morning. Haha, had lunch there and ate lots of tidbits! yingying and yanni came too after their trip to arab street. Maybe I'm noob of something, but I've never went to arab stree before you know! I must go there someday! :P Ate some very nice chocolate flakes, yums! And worked on our script! I think our video would be super funny and cute :P Anyway yesterday was surprisingly fruitful, we finished most of the work by 5 plus and went home, hee :D

I think I ate too much heaty stuff yesterday so I feel kinda feverish today, lots of homework to do too! RAWR. I have this feeling that time literally flies. Everyweek I will be anticipating the arrival of another weekend and it will really arrive very soon. :/

Anyway got to go and complete my homework soon. BYEBYE! :D

Thursday, July 16, 2009Y

6:51 am

Just a short post I guess :)

Got back most of my results for mid years and all I can say is that I still need to work even harder. Jiayou!
Although I did mug really hard during the June holidays. In fact I was a like a Hermit and stayed at home most of the time haha.

Anyway, I realised that my left palm has been acting weird recently. Yes left palm. The muscles inside seem to swell and become very puffy. as compared to the other side. I can't exert strength when I write because the muscles inside have became very weak and painful. I'm quite worried because I'm a left hander. Sometimes even when I'm holding something I can't grab it properly and it will fall out of my hand. Even when I'm typing now it kinda painful. You know my hand is already very small and I don't know why is this happening to me. Maybe I sprained it unknowingly but I don't remember anything! zzz..Haha, hope I won't become paralyze man!

Anyway just some sweet moments of my life...

1. One day when I was on a bus to meet P who was supposed to hope onto the bus...

(2 of bus 123 came together)

w: "Hey I'm on the bus 123 at the front"
p: "Okay! License number?"
w: "I'm just on the first bus lo! I can't see the number from here!"
p: " It's okay, I'm on the bus already :)"
w: (Puzzled, didn't see him on the bus at all) "No where are you?"
P: " I'm on the first bus! Where are you?" ( Apparently another bus 123 came before mine and he boarded it)
w: " Aw...Its okay, lets meet at the final stop okay?" ( Many stops away)
p: " Okay :)"

The next moment my bus reached the stop after the one that we were supposed to meet, I looked up from my seat and he was already right in front of me :)

Haha, it may sound like a simple thing, but sometimes a simple thought and a light surprise can light up my day. P is always meticulous, sweet, caring and always out there to make me happy despite my bad temper. Haha, he says that I need not worry about my temper because he has loads of good tolerance and patience for me. Oh no, time to reflect about myself haha :)

Tomorrow will be a sweet day again :3

Tuesday, July 07, 2009Y

9:10 am

Feeling very confused, sad and hmm..I don't know. What should I feel?

I think I have alot of commitments, although most of you don't know that because I don't say it.
I feel that commitments doesn't necessary need to mean those school related stuff and etc, or rahter, its a sense of belonging to a place or a group of people.

I have too much of them, sometimes I don't know where my loyalty lies. I tried to manage, but ended up giving up on some sides and I can't help it.

When we were young, we do things rashly, thinking that our actions make a lot of sense. But when I grow older, I realised some things that I did were out of my scope. I guess my mentality has changed after being exposed to many new stuff. I'm heading towards a different place now but history has created many obstacles for me. Many things has turned meaningless for me now although I didn't want it to.

I guess, my studies is my priority right now. I'm not superhuman like many of you out there, I'm a rather slow learner, so give me time to breathe okay? My parent expect alot from me and I can't afford to disappoint them and myself. Meanwhile, I'll continue to do all I can alright?