I am...
Wow, I'm so sunburnt...again..:/
but its okay..
since gryphon got third?
lol..we are the last house since other houses got hundred over points when we got 35?! because we din really take part in the heats..but its okay..we did quite well today..
lol..
anyway..
happy halloween everyone!
supposed to go trick and treating with ayesha and gang..but nvm..
we will be going over to her place tmr night for bbq..
argh..
im really radiating now..
im going to die..
my skin hurts..
haha..I'm going to slap you if you dare to laugh at me when you happen to see me :P
alot of things to do and settle after exams..
but first..
I will be worrying for my promotion day..
im going to die at home because I'm too worried.
alright got to go, need to go to school tomorrow for t qingdao stuff..
sweetdreams everyone.. :)
Floorball yesterday..its really fun and I'm suffering from all t aftermath muscle aches now..
must be because I forgot to warm up ytd..haha..
hmm..
Happy 2 months too.. <3s..
:)
thanks mrs law for the heartwarming phone call..its really encouraging..
:)
I don't know why you are treating me so coldly now..it really hurts..you know..?
Cold.
Sick.
Sleep.
1. I feel fed up now.
2. I miss you a lot now.
3. I am worried for my results although I know thr is no use.
4. Sometimes I really feel like giving everything up and sleep like thr is no tomorrow.
5. I have sunburns and headache now.
6. I'm sick of some irritating people.
7. I wanna eat a chocolate cake.
8. I wanna find my red clip which I've lost when I was sleeping yesterday.
9. I wanna cut my hair and buy lots of stuff which I wanna buy.
10. I wanna stop feeling so retard.
Byebye.
Exams are finally over..yayy..everybody is announcing this on their blogs..lol
:)))))
I am so happy but I realised that my life after exams is kinda boring, so I'm gonna find something to keep myself occupied. :)))
Oh yea, I've finally watched painted skin..its not bad..though its not as nice as I thought it would be..
but still...thanks for such a wonderful yesterday...hope it did cheer you up... :)
However it dawned on me that o lvls starts on monday!
oh dear..I'm such a bad friend..only realised this through kok haw this morn when I called him..
jiayou all my friends who are taking Os! Especially kok haw, jackie, benjamin, jiayu, etc..gogogo!
oh yes..I've got to post in my lingying blog later..haha..
Finally returned to baoguan this afternoon after my disappearance for so many days due to exams..
lol..need to ally ally with nicholas for nov and dec gathering for lingying..and do zi geng di with lynn and yufan..
As for my holiday plans..I'm going qingdao with shuhui and etc from 22/11 till 2/12 ( 12 days)..
then I will be having TXY internal from 21/12 to 24/12 ( 4 days)..christmas eve! haha..thats it for now..but I guess theres more ba..with floorball trainings..all the other gatherings..busy busy..
and my dear binbin..where is my 4L chalet!?
Hmm..sidenote.. I love Korean movies, dramas and boybands.. like bigbang!
wa..don't say I'm a hypocrite who likes them according to looks okay..at least big bang looks and sings better than you..don't be petty and jealous la....!
okay enough..
now that exams are over..
I really hope that I will do well..
please let me do well and promote to year 5..
please..plase..please..
I really hope that I can make it.
why..
I feel so wrecked..
方雅贤
你身上专属的陌生味道
是我确认你存在的目标
不用来回张望了
知道今世我们相隔着一个街角
这么久了还是可以看到
感觉的到你对我的重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
沉默久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀依然让我靠
miss you ..big smiles :D
so I came to do a bit of blogging..
hmm..
hii.. :)
I'm fine so far, how bout you?
okay I sound dumb, but..aiks..pardon me..my brain is dying from t massive storage of chemistry..
anyway..
I have a problem bothering me recently..
there is this thing which I really want to tell a good friend of mine..
Its nothing wrong..in fact its something to be happy about..
but I really don't know how to say it..
ahh..dilemma..
hai..please..do not ask me what it is..I just wanna briefly mention it here to kinda..relieve myself..? just..don't ask..thanks..i will appreciate that..
sometimes..I do reflect on..
the decisions that I have made..are they always right?
I don't know..maybe I do know some of the answers..
my life is alright now..but I guess there are still lots of loopholes..little hiccups..some friends lost along t way..some memories lost..some people disappearing..
yes i do have regrets..
that some things do not turn out the way i want them to be..
some of my friends did not stay like how they promised to..
some betrayals..some little misunderstandings..and my diminished love..
I don't know..I'm just depressed that I am no longer as close with some friends whom I was so close with in the past..:(
even for my friends now..will we still laugh and joke around like how we do now ten years later?
I don't know..sorry but I'm a pessimist..
I guess we just have to value what we have now?
just wanna say sorry to any friends whom i have hurt unintentionally before..just wanna tell you that even if we don't talk to each other anymore..no longer there for each other anymore..or even if you've forgotten me..you will still be my friend forever.. :)
argh..
enough about t sad things..
claire is back in singapore from aussie..!
I was so happy when i saw her..although I didn't recognise her straight away with her dyed hair and..increased body size..? oops..but I saw her fair skin..and right away i knew..
saw her bag on my table..and that confirmed my suspicion..
I was so elated that i cried..because I missed her so much recently and she appeared in front of me out of t blue..
really love you girl..ah..all the things from last year came back..
how we spent our afternoons..how we failed math tests tgt..our damn attitude..all t fun..
running with you somehow gave me even more strength to run faster and break my own record..
ahh..altho u can't run as fast now..i will always rmb our runs last time..
oh yea..you little red lifeguard still with me..it accompanied me thru my hillary challenge last year..haha..
ah..its a pity its exams period..if not we can spend more time with you..
aww..miss you..:( come back always bestieeee
I love you shuhui, lilin, qinyu, claire, cheehooi, peggy, siyao, pamela, ayesha, debbie, dodo, jean..etc..and all my other friends..you know who you are..
ah..I don't want 4L to part, I don't want my squadmates to part..I don't want anyone to leave mee..:(((
sorry..now you see my emotional side.
goodnight
its 2.47am now..boo :(