I am...
Im really disappointed la..
to think I trust you so much..
yet you lie to me again and again..
as though its a game..
you duno how much you hurt me..
you big bad wolf..
I wun trust you ever again..
anyway
thanks to all those who comforted me..peiwen, khinyin junkai mingjie
thank you guys
at least u dun lie to me yea..
my darling peiwen and me in sec one!haha..altho i looked noob.but nvm! anyway i just received a christmas card from kok haw ytd wor.. lol dont misunderstand.. its not becuz I nv receive christmas card from ppl before.. its just that its the first time i received a christmas card with so many words la.. lol kok haw if u are reading this den ta da! your christmas card had the most words compared to my other cards! He wrote in the card that he is v touched when i sent my regards to him after his op in june and it mean a lot to him.. after reading this..i feel somehow very...hmm.. im just surprised that he still rmb that small action of mine six months ago..rly deafening..din noe that small action mean a lot to him.. you are a great friend to me too! muack! thanks kok haw.. so babies. after reading this, you must know that ur lil action of concern may really brighten up somebodys day! so hurry up and treasure, care for your friends arnd you this christmas! nonono not only christmas forever! byee
hahaha
i finally slept at 4am!plus..
was talking to my ex nco vivien..
lol
she is a very nice person talk to la..
except for the fact that she call me xiao mei mei..
lol!?
ok la
i younger den her
but im fifteen nx year ok!
but she more pro..
17 nx year..
ok..you win liao
byebye
the time currently is 2.07am
KC just reminded me its GOOD MORNING not GOOD NIGHT before he went off..
*sign*
i cant sleep!
altho physically i feel v tired..
lol
weikai is funny
i realise he likes watching ghost movie damn lot..
still say its nice..
but v funny la..
just now he is watching some eery movies abt hp..
den coincidence someone called him
scared him..lol
ok
off i go
cont to idle
bye
its GOOD MORNING!
dun wanna say wad happen..
it hit me so hard..
i once said nothing bring me down..
but i guess im so wrong..
my depression now is deep as the colour im using..
endlessly..
i wish i could dig my heart out and bury it..
stop the feeling..
i rather that..
dont wanna feel anything..
dont wanna think about anything..
i rather im a cold and unfeeling person who everyone hates..
outer appearance doesnt mean anything..
ur inner self suck so much anyway..
it suck to the core in case u dont noe
i shall shut myself up in my world.
hey babies
few minutes more christmas gonna end..
to those that I forget to say merry christmas..
MERRY CHRISTMAS to you lovely people!
may all your wishes come true..
haha
merry merry merry...
but this years christmas wasnt really happy for me..haha
but nvm
enjoy urself
hohoho
hahaha
hehehe
gagaga
im very lame
i went to count thh numberof ppl in 3L
hmm..think is 31? if not wrong
16girls and 15boys..
lol
if one more boy appear den will be equal..
lol
2a
Goh Shu Hui
from dance?
Sing Li LIn
from sjab?
2b
Winnie Tan
me? yea its me..haha
2c
Esther Lim
athletics?
Eugenia Goh
eldds?
Koh Kaying
?????? CO????
Joanne Wong
???????????
Wong Xuan Wei
???sjab???
2f
Zhao Qin yu
pri sch friend??
Lim Wei kai
dear squadmate..haha
Huang Jiong Rui
?????????
Tan Yong Hong
????scouts
Siew Kam Seng
who???
Merwyh Yap
??????!
2g
Claire lu
band..cid grp member
Jean lai
cid
Jiang Yan
?????
Lai Yun Peng
??sounds like china guy to me
2h
Jia Si Yao
???cldds? cid?
Debbie Lim
Co? weilin good friend?
Peggy Tham
Co? weilin good friend?
Jonathan Koh
???who?
Mah Bin Sing
who??? always see around my neighbourhood one
2i
Ayesha Hamid
cid?
Gu Ruo lan
cid?
Alena koh
cid?
2j
Lim Ming Liang
?????????????
2k
Chia Siu Yen
ncc?
Chew Zhi yong
ncc?
Lam Wilfred
????????????
ok
end
lol
a lot question mark
i really duno a lot of them la
accept weikai?
hope can know them better in future bah
i have thought over..
so what if im the only one..
i still can make friends yea..
just like how I did it in sec one when everyone thinks that im fierce..
im fierce meh?!
lol!
no la
when you realise that i start talking crap..means im bored alrd..
lol
ok la
just like what Mingjie told me
the letter L is just an alphabet
im just a bit depressed that im the only one from 2b la..
you understand..?
nvm if you dont..
becuz it means you are much more fortunate than me
anyway 2Bizarre went out together to sentosa for class outing!
i think 2B very cute la...
always like to fake as Dunman high when we were noisy..
lol
the bridge part was hilarious..
the middle part of the bride submerged into the sea when we started jumping together at the count of 3.
hahaha
damn cute can
after that went to Vivo
actually wanna watch curse of the gim huay with stella
but the timing wasnt right
haha
so we went to eat and played at playground..
man..
the playground v cute la..
those children there..
i feel like stealing one home..
anyway
i really miss my squad la..
i miss can
i wanna can np on the first day of sch can or not
i want!
my extremists
me miss you damn lot..
haha
anyway
we gonna hav outing to countdown for 2007!
31 dec 200six
squadmates must go worh
this tuesday going out with kok haw and guys to bugis..
lol
this wednesday going out with clarine to watch curse of the gim huay!
hhaa
ok
i really miss you guys damn lot can..
rvnps307!
3L
baby
I dont mind the letter behind that number 3.
What I really mind is Im the only one in 2B going 3L la..
Im very disturb by this fact ok
Duno what to say la..feel like saying F word ok..
first time having this feeling..
Fcuk
sorry ppl in 3L
is not i dun like you
its just tat i feel v wad to be the only one iin 2b
sorry
My mum always tells me this, " winnie ah..when we are not around, you are the eldest and you must look after mei mei ok?"
I think this is so true to the extend that I must replace my parents to report to my sis new sch( Dunearn Sec ) along with so many aunties all over Singapore!
I looked so awkward and extra among them la
I don't understand why they took such a long time trying out those uniforms, causing a long quene behind..
blehx.
Actually Dunearn Sec isnt the ideal school that my sis wanted to get in.
But the fact is she got in and we cant change the fact yea...
I feel kinda of disappointed because kok haw keep calling me to get my sis into his school. ( Choa Chu Kang Sec)
Sorry kok haw. wu ne wei li
Anyway the allocation of classes had been posted in school. ( according to mingjie )
damn, it is so slow here in the edulearn.
I thought internet is purpose to be much faster and convenient than anything?
Sian..ZZzz
Dont know what class I will get in worh..
Very scared..
nvm
I will do a chant..hope will work..
" ....&$#@!! edulearn hurry up..rwefrgvgtub...a lot ppl waiting for you...hurry up..rt gvfgbtrhbtrhb..."
good luck folks
may the chant works
haha
I realised that sometimes we do not need to rely on our girl or boyfriends to provide us with sweetness, because our dear friends can too!
I feel really kinda of fortunate now, really touched by sweet actions of peiwen!
muack!
I love you squadmate!
thanks for volunteering youself to scan those homework list one by one when I was just asking..
your small action really touched me la, although it may mean nothing to you.
i misunderstood u le..
sorry..
you idiot is it..
they tell me to think that you are pig..
but you tell me how am i suppose to treat you as pig?
you tell me ?
are you mute?
vexed
I changed my blogskin..
tired of the rainbow, because there is no rainbow in my life at all..
wads the point?
I didnt make blogskin myself because i dun think i can make nice ones..
lol
nvm
tomorrow will be going out with my fellow Extremists..kinda excited..
so long since i last seen them?
my darlings, it was the unit chalet?
hope we hav fun tmr!
hope the bloody rain will stop.
anyway i volunteered to help the registration for sec ones this fri..
hahaa
can see my squadmates again!although ther will only be seven of us..
and wear my full uni again
man
i think my full uni miss me like hell la, I think we will be doing carpark duties because we are bringing gloves..
I hope there will be no rain, if not will be like last time when we took umbrella here and there, in this case we wun look shuai even if we are wearing full uni, lol, stupid thinking!!!
nvm
mingjie said his life is in jeopardy.
same here for me mingjie!
dont worry too much man, cuz ur friend here will be willing to listen to you la..
gonna do my hw now
bye
hahahaha
im sure the following week will be a fulfilling one!
Our last 2b class outing of the year is on 21st!
Our Extremists girls outing is on this tues, which is 19th!
lol
dont ask me why the boys are not going..
meow
i tried to do hw just now.
*tried
didnt do much, except whining to myself..
pathetic girl
read up on some facts on lee kuan yew
and somebody please tell me where to find information of the othman wok!
QI SI WO LE!
okay
im going to cook now.
somehow i replaced my mother and became sole cook of my family, lol!
i know la...you thinking that what i cooked is rubbish right..
fine la..
i admit..
lol
I shall go and cook my pasta now!
den you go and watch smile pasta lor.
miss me along the way yea
bye!
Obviously it is because somebody by the name of jonathan tan keep calling me LOSE LOSE because my name is winnie, which he change into WIN WIN, then now LOSE LOSE!
grr
ridiculous
actually i think im quite a good girl these few days..
lol
im a good girl!
yeppee
hehehe
anyway my father gave my mother a i love you card, i think it is very sweettt
although it is not v expensive
hahaa
ok
byebye
i am very bored
hmm..today in a good mood..
what is that above you ask me?
SYF 200six!
nevermind if you are not a loyal fan of mine.
But just to let you know or remind you rvnp is part of it!
lol
nice right
im part of it too..
hehehee
zilian
but come to think of it..really is memorable la..
time past in a flash..
looking of this picture..
I thought of my squad..
thinking about my squad..
Ithought of unit chalet..
yea..
back to the main topic la..
unit chalet..
drag until now den blog..
sorry ..hahaha!
First day.
Watched chucky..(movie)
kinda of bloody and sadistic..
lol..but TheExtremists watched it together with much fun!
After that played bball with a few of squadmates.
Weikai, Mingjie, HANqian, Yixuan, Minee..
Why did I emphasized on the HAN?
Well, because HAN qian said that his name is HAN1 not HAN4.
lol?! sorry I did this mistake for two years and I just realised it now.
The bball session was kinda fun, hq and min are both very pro.
Sweaty and tired, I went back to the chalet then came to know that they gonna cycle to clarines house to get some money because there were some financial problems.
So, I went too lor..
But unlucky things alway happen on Winnie.
We were cycling halfway then I suddenly felt a small breeze on my calf.. Then I realised my damn wheel on the front was punctured...
Wahlau eh..
lol?!
I really feel very pathetic at that time la..caused it was a long way back to chalet..
I was thinking *what the hell should I do? Must i cycle back myself?*
You must know that winnie is a coward sometimes, especially on cases that associate with darkness..
Just when I was feeling sorry for myself,
two heroic Extremists volunteered to accompany me back..
Weikai and Mingjie
Weikai still asked me to cycle his bike and he had to cycle my punctured bike.
thanks squadmates, now I know why I love this squad so much, because rvnps307 is formed out of caring people like this.
Very touched la.
The whole night/morning was filled with much eeriness and horrible women screaming here and there.
We watched The eye 1 and 2.
lol..
lousy winnie doesnt believe in scaring herself yet she wanna join in the fun..
so she decided to sleep in the living room..
while everyone was screaming when the scary part comes, winnie covered herself with pillow that was taken from the bedrooms(the people sleeping in the bedrooms had no pillow to sleep on) and started chanting to herself * i cannot hear anything, i cannot hear anything*
So in the end, for the entire The eyes series, i only saw one ghost which is a ghostly reflection in the water, damn ugly la..
The movie marathon carried on till the nx morning..
and i went to sleep at 4 or five plus when they wanted to go and see sun rise..squeezed beside the soundly asleep zimin..
zzz...
The next morning was spent in the archade at downtown east with few of theextremists..
Because there was not enough bike, hanqian, boonping and me took a bus there unlike the others who cycled there.
Well, it was rather fun, wasted a lot money also..haha
The most embarassing part comes..
We were waiting for the bus to come, for a very long timeee.
Then two buses came and hanqian exclaimed* the bus is here!*
Happily after such a lonngg wait, boonping dashed to the first bus!
Well, I have common sense, of course is followed blindly right?
How we know when we were on the bus, we looked like noob caused we are asking each other *where is hanqian?!*
Then boonping looked at the directory and said * this is bus two hundred plus le..die liao*
hahaha!
so funny la..we took the wrong bus..the right 1 was the second bus..
we were v worried yet the situation was so damn funny..
then boonping asked the bus driver* uncle ah..this bus got go pasir ris or not ah?*
when the bloody hell pasir ris interchange was right in front of him la...
blur is blur, duno why i followed him to blur until board the wrong bus also duno..
but good thing is hanqian board the right bus la..he said the whole bus was amused when he stood there looking so shocked..lol
hmm, back to the chalet, bbq bgan!
must really thx ex nco yonghao for his superb raise fire skills..
all in all was rather fun..got lots of ppl involved..including juniors..
lol
then qinhui n kelly came...
and zimin n sharman started cooking porridge from the ketupat that nobody wants to eat....
quite edible.
then went to play bball or chain reaction again while waiting for guys to come back with more food..
this time with more ppl..
qinhui requested me to play soccer with him..
lame one..so we anyhow kick here and ther..
anyway i died in the bball game..haha
The second session of bbq began..
Duno how..it only left with me and qinhui bbqing..
lol
we kept talking nonsense la..
den keep cooking nonstop altho nobody wanna eat alrd..
lol
v funny
he pulled two chairs side by side then call me to sit and bbq..
lol?!
its funny la..
he kept calling me to eat his satay cuz he said they are v nice becuz he cooked it..
lol
we v lame one la
anyway bbq for so long makes my whole face and body oily and dirty la..
qinhui started talking to a cat and fed it..
lol
after two days i was tired.
our sqd had two rooms..
sad that one room for 18 girls wasnt enough..
really uncomfortable..
so decided to sleep living room again.
on my way out saw chiou sleeping the floor, so decided to take her away with me..
lol
sound like i rescuing her like that..
the boys are playing some bikini games la..
so thye v nice let us sleep in their room..
hanqian also v nice gave us blanket..
so we sleep happily lor
cuz we finally can sleep comfortably alrd..
but halfway i open my eyes, i saw one dark figure sitting by the bed looking at us la..
v scary..
duno is ghost or who..
eee..
nx morning woke up saw one white shirt guy sleeping beside me..
tot is boonping..
went down with chiou to the living room den see boonping sitting on the chair.
wahlau eh
scared me to death la..
i tot he walk so fast until i nv see him or wad lor..
i rushed up and see again then realised is mingjie..
wahlau eh..
like that i also can mixed up..
since there were empty spaces in the room le..
so we called poor weikai, boonping, kelly who slept on the wooden armchair on the whole night to slp there..
check out..
we bluff ppl one..
purpose to check out at 10 or 11 plus..
we lagged ther and stayed till 12 plus while the air cons were on full blast..
Went to JE together after that
altho wasnt an interesting place, but we were together !
saw the ex ncos there..
went to archade and most of all touch up on our beloved extremists tee!
squad tee la..
if u still duno wad is extremists..
then i tell you rvnps307 are TheExtremists lor..
love my squad man..
again
im glad that i joined rvnp
im proud to be a rvnp cadet
i love rvnp
not becuz of the activities,
its becuz im in rvnps307
with fabulous squadmates that went through thick and thin together!
TheExtremists rock!
we will excel
believe me squadmates
we can do it
if we work hard
together.
shut up!
SHUT UP YOU!
i hate it
hate it
sorry
i really cannot control myself..
hope i can stop thinking about those unneccessary stuff..
what to do..
my brain is for me to think..and i like thinking!
i think all the time..about almost everything..
thinking caused me all these troubles..
damn.
sorry
like to say
happy birthday yueting
i maybe angry..
but i wont forget anything..
which is also a bad thing..
i hope i forget everything..
actually my com is rather healthy now..
i assume..according to my record of no connection problem for two days..
i wanna blog about unit chalet
but im having a fever..
so even if i do a long post
i think i will give up half way..
so wads the point..
sorry
really not in the mood..
the sudden attack of my fever..
and my old injury..
the one i got when i fell from the bicycle during class chalet..
it is really painful..
i hope i dun get a fracture or what..
i got a phobia for blood..
lol
you should know if you are really close to me bah..
my fever really making me dizzy man..
cant take it..
sorry
i will blog more when i recover k..
sorry
bye
sorry..
actually wanna blog about unit chalet but there are some problem with my computer..
so i will blog about it when my computer is fine k?
sorry yea..
all in all
the chalet was very nice la..
bonded my squad a lot..
I really love theExtremists now..
got to know my squadmates a whole lot better..
and we are closer now..
I am really glad that this year unit chalet was organised by us..
although it is not perfect..
but at least it made my squad unite and did things together for the first time..
hope this spirit will carry on in our future np life!
I loveeee my rvnps307 to core!
Really miss you guys now..
haaha
kinda bored at home..
anyone free talk to me hor..
to prevent me from rotting at home..
hahaha
thanks mingjie
for talking to me while im crapping la..
will look forward to cycle with you..lol
anyway it was quite a pity la..
initially wanted to go out with kokhaw and guys to bugis
but in the end it was canceled..
haha
nvm la
we will have chance de
kok haw u will get ur nike bag one
winnie loves TheExtremists to core!