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Saturday, October 28, 2006Y
9:01 pm
i feel so frustrated....
wo hen fan........!
why does this happen to me...
fan fan fan
sad sad sad





hai
but winnie will be strong.
yea
she will be.

Friday, October 27, 2006Y
10:39 pm

what would i become without you..
2b..
girls..
and boys too..

2:30 pm
SE7EN THINGS THAT MAKE ME SMILE:
1.you smile, i will smile.
2. sweet stuff.
3.babies.
4.rvnp.
5.2b.
6.family.
7.those heartwarming moments.

SE7EN WAYS TO WIN MY HEART:
1. very sweet.
2. lots of care.
3. lots of love.
4. mature.
5. talented.
6. very xi xin.
7. not that kind of boys who only know how to play.


SE7EN THINGS I BELIEVE IN:
1. chances are given to people with best preparation.
2. honesty is the best policy.
3. true love
4. pursue our dreams
5. Dreams
6. working hard
7. myself


SE7EN THINGS I AM AFRAID OF:
1. lizards
2. Insects
3. boredom
4. separation
5. myself
6. never pass promo
7. ghost


SE7EN THINGS THAT I DO EVERYDAY:
1. go online
2. laugh
3. think useless stuff
4. hug my mother
5. use my phone
6. Talking
7. watch tv


SE7EN PEOPLE I WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW:
1. mummy
2. 2b
3. sqdmates
4. daddy
5. its you
6. you
7. you

SE7EN PEOPLE WHO SHOULD DO THIS:
anyone bah


im bored....
ytd was last day of school..
i dun wanna be sad..
i wanna spend the time treasuring you guys instead of weeping like a freak..
2b
it seem like just ytd when i first stood in front of you at the second day of sch as your chairperson.. and the class did not seem to be interested to listen to me ..
it seem like ytd when we stayed back as a class to finish our hamper making..
it seem like ytd when we had our IU day..the preparation for it..
it seem like ytd when we had our inter class cheering comp..
the time in the old campus..
the time when we got scolded by teachers so frequently for being noisy..
the time when i scream at you for those consent forms..
the time when i got scolded by mdm tia..

then its sec two..
our swimming lessons tgt..
our class moving around the school..with the highest record of using diff classes for shi xian..
our steamboat..class outing
the kampong classroom where we had our fun and laughter tgt..
teambuilding day..
our many auditions..
the national day skit..
the songs we sang in class tgt..
those chinese chess in class..
those gossips with girls..
those birthday songs we sang for each other..
art fest..learning fest..
the west malaysia trip..

i will nv forget the friendship we made...
mdm tia scolding me everytime..calling me ban zhu xi..
calling the class to line up..
calling the class to hurry up becuz we were late..
taking attendance..
memorising the register list in both ways..
singing with u guys..
those precious hours..
the crying incident..
will remain in my heart..
those discussions..
the time when we fake mass slp during ms zeng lesson..
the time after watching lu bing hua..the li zhen and xie xi..damn cute..
the time when we complain abt the amount of homework tgt..
the time when we cheered for our classmates tgt during assemblys..
the time when we feel proud for our achievements..
the time when we mug homework tgt in the morning..
all these..
will stay in our hearts..

our upcoming chalets..
lets enjoy it and pour our heartfelt wishes out..
though nx year may not be in the same class anymore..
but our paths once crossed..for two years..
we cant deny this fact..fate brought us tgt..
diff ppl from diff pri schs of diff sex..diff height..diff character..diff ccas..
came tgt and form the 1b and 2b of 2005 and 2006..
it is an honour..to be in 2b.
it is even a greater honour..to be the 2b chairperson for two years..
thanks..for your cooperation these two years..i love the joy serving you guys..thats y i served for two years without grudges


here now is a dedication for every single one of you..
you guys have an impact on me yea..


ang pei xian
you are known for ur ap..haha..sometimes i feel you are too..but i tihnk is becuz of ur unique character..

rita ang
smart girl..thanks for ur party..i enjoy it..girls guides..thx for ur guidance on maths last time..

charmaine
squadmates too..will miss ur smiles..and a eng pro..

eileen
will rmb ur one sided fringe..goodfriend of peixian..

tzehui
i will rmb ur loud volume..u r quite cute yea..haha

feng ye
always return consent forms v late..aiyo..ncc girl

geri
lol..there are many things other than studies for u to worry or happy for..haha..thx for helping me at times..

kexin
thx for being my table mate..i enjoying listening to ur horny stories..altho i always dun understand..thx for helping to tidy my stuff too..haha

hester
thx for trusting me and telling me ur past.. thx for ur help to organise class events too..
you are a cute and helpful girl.

jhosy
will nv forget ur melodious songs and ur proness in LA. thx for smiling always.make me feel like smiling too

qin ai
first girl i noe for liking to play football and wear short..quite quiet girl

zhi yi
haha. always ask me stuff on msn..quite quiet girl..

shixian
rmb u for those heartwarming moments when ur mother send u to school when u r on ur clutches...

yeejin
lol..like to make herself pretty..long hair..thx for listening to me sometimes..

yingting
must jiayou..cant so easily be affected k..

michelle
was my tablemate for few month during sec one..first friend madei n rv..i will rmb the cute voice i hear from ur phone when u did not pick up..

xiuhan
class clown..thx for bringing laughter to the class..i will rmb those treats at ur house.

qiong shan
the super pro in ur class..jiayou

winnie
aiya ..me lor..

yunrou
super cute..thx for listening to me..and also trusting me to listen to your problems..

yueting
hist rep..v cute..hhaa

stella
my buddy..thx for standing by my side when the rest of the world left me..i will rmb you for sure..muack

weilin
will rmb u wei wei..thx for being my bus mate during west malaysia trip..and all those precious hrs tgt

kheng chuan
thx for helping me to keep the class clean these two years..i appreciate your help

ben
altho u r leaving rv..but we will rmb..thx u for being my com mate..and helpng me with com lessons..

nan jun
will rmb ur gigantic hands and feets..ur singing brings much joy to me

guofeng
thx for those entertainments u brought to the class..and those interesting ideas of urs for many things..

junjie
will always rmb ur fiery temper..and thx for ur big water bottle..which sponsor me with water sometimes..

junyi
thik u quite quiet la..speak up more

zunsiong
thx for going home with me sometimes..thx for being a dutiful sci rep for two years.

qinhui
take care of ur insignias bah..i know u love it more dne anything..haha

khin yin
thx for being a good av rep

liang hui
thx for ur help as a dep chair..i truely appreciate them..and urs good listening ears..and many advices on some other stuffs..

wanchi
i think u r cute la..mr smiles..thx for all those opinions in class which made everyone laugh like hell..and all ur grins too..

edwin
will rmb ur spiky hair..and thx for being assistant sci rep sometimes.

thats it.
all i have to say is
i love 2b

Tuesday, October 24, 2006Y
11:06 pm
two more days with my fellow bizarreans..
will miss them like hell..
after spending two years with you guys..
our bond is like superglue..or rather..beyond description..
mayb u wun know..but 2Bizarre have been one of the few things that i put close to my heart..
a class that i am always proud of..
be it academics..drama..i think our class do excel in every aspect..
so 2b..u will remain in my heart forever..

anyway..
upcoming 2b chalet is from this sunday to tuesday..
haha..
somehow np act just happen to be on tuesday..
i guess i have to bring all my np stuff there..
v heavy le...
np uniform.
nptee
np slack
sch sock
np sock
sch shoe
my beret
my belt
my boots
my file
my rope
spec hooks.(ok..not rly heavy)
file
np notebook
bandage
hairnet

aiyaaaa
really a lot leh!!!!!!
i wanna die alrd.....

gk test somemore!!!!
omg
suddenly remember..
GK means General Knowledge
do u think i can study in the chalet?
esp when the source is from the net?
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
nvm.i try my best!

anyway..i rly hope there is promo for corporal this nov ..
cuz dec no act..
i hope to hav promo..but yet i know i will be worried if there is..
cuz will be tough..sergeant le..not that easy..
but thats my goal..to at least be a sergeant ..den i will si er wu han..u noe chi?
think even if there is no promo for sergeant this hol..i will spend my hol studying for np..in order to get myself occupied.

haiz.........
think i wun want to get too depress all over again..
its v torturous to suffer in silence..
i shall get myself happy again..
winnie is not so easy to defeat..
i have my friends.
sqdmates.
thanks for hearing me out.
but somehow..my mind will wonder back to those past..
but i will restrict myself la..
thx for all ur sincere advices..they keep ringing in my ears..thx..


surprise to find myself losing four kg all of a sudden..
it has been years since i lost weight.cuz most of the time im gaining weight..
weird huh..
i also dun understand..
perhaps is becuz of my eating prob?
think it contributed a bit..
hai.....

somehow..i just cant forget that scene..

wadever u say..i just noe im more observant than anyone..
hai..i really duno how to express how i feel..
but i just hope that people can stop hurting me unintentionally..or intentionally..
not that i blame them..i dun..
i only hope that those kind of stuff can happen lesser..
at least..not now..
thx..

i duno why i type so much today.
but i wanna mention that i saw someones nick on msn which goes.
it is bliss to live in memories, but it is also painful.
hope i translated it well .
i thought it is rather meaningful.
so i just wanna share with u guys..
haha

ok
i got to slp..
quite late huh..
goodnight to you

Sunday, October 22, 2006Y
7:47 am
your attitude changes even faster than the wind speed.
get a grip of urself will you.
jian li wang yi de xiao ren

i dont even understand why i care for you so much.
i guess i just have to think optimistically.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006Y
9:49 pm
got back all my results todae..
some were good..
some were as usual..atrocious

i really must agree..
we only see true colours of people only in times of emergency..
in that period of time..u can identify ur true friends..and unfortunately your hypocrite friends who pretended to care a lot initially..
well..life is cruel.
you do not hav to flare up or what, just simply accept the fact and carry on.

I have learnt, one may change drastically during the pursue for power.
This fact is horrible. However, a fact is a fact.
A nice young friend may transform into a cold blooded monster overnight.
Hurting though, i think i just have to accept it.

ok..i have lots of banners to touch up..hope to see u soon

Monday, October 16, 2006Y
10:44 pm
i hope some people will disappear from my life and stop affecting me.

Monday, October 09, 2006Y
9:31 pm
Wow..exams are over. Great yea. But one thing bad is I have nothing better to do at home.
slack Slack slacK sLack slaCk SlAck SlAck..
SLACK.
ZzZzZZZZZZZ...

got back my Hist paper and Maths paper one today.
Well, gratefully I had some improvements..
ole..ole ole ole...ole..ole..
whee..!
hehe
heck la..i just be happy for these first..scarly the rest like shit, then I have nothing to be happy for..

oh yeah..2B gonna perform for ARTS fest.
lol
thou we have yet to go for the audition, but we will on wed.
gogogo 2B!
i love you guys like hell.

Last friday went for lantern fest celebration in school.
quite crap.
had to idle outside school for few hours before returning to sch for it.
chatted with peixian rita hester in mac until times up.
so chat more nx time to waste time!
concert was okay, but i wasnt enjoying becuz im busy entertaining myself while coughing badly becuz of the damn haze.
walked two rounds the field in the haze with lantern. haha, best part.

OMG, im missing my squadmates la..
squadmates..i miss you i miss you i miss you le..
hope Np act will resume soon..
my uniform is alrd ready in the closet..man..waiting for me to wear it again..

anyway..im looking forward to class chalet and hmm lots of things..
kinda mad over the Yul in goong..he is too cute. haha..driven mad by the damn haze you see, it got me sickly, frail and worst of all, scolded by my mummy for not taking care of myself...
ahh..what should i do during hols..
hmm..
well..
perhaps i should just spend my time focusing on my promotion at the end of year..
hope will get promoted to the rank of sergearnt. lol.thats my goal since sec one..so im going to work hard. jiayou !

11 more days with my beloved 2Bizarreans. love you guys.

Tuesday, October 03, 2006Y
7:02 pm
<心雨>



上梢的月牙
白色的竹篱笆
想告诉我的她
这里像幅画
去年圣诞卡
记忆在你的芜杂
画面开始没有她
我还在装傻噢
说好为我跑挖草
学习摆弄它
生宿舍空荡荡的角
守着电话却等不到她
心里的雨倾盆的下
也沾不湿她的发
本应该明显跟上的牵挂
那伤心原来没有时差
心里的雨倾盆的下
却始终淋不到她
寒风经过院子里的枝芽
冷却了我手中的鲜花
上梢的黑月
牙白色的竹篱笆
好想告诉我的她
这里像幅画
去年的圣诞卡
记忆在你的芜杂
画面开始没有她
我还在装傻
好为我跑挖草
学习摆弄它
学生宿舍空荡荡的角
守着电话却等不到她
心里的雨倾盆的下
也沾不湿她的发
本应该明显跟上的牵挂
那伤心原来没有时差
心里的雨倾盆的下
却始终淋不到她
寒风经过院子里的枝芽
也冷却了我手中的鲜花
心里的雨倾盆的下
也沾不湿她的发
本应该明显跟上的牵挂
那伤心原来没有时差
里的雨倾盆的下
始终淋不到她
寒风经过院子里的枝芽
也冷却了我手中的鲜花

jiayou for eoys..three more days.