I am...
some new year resolutions or rather, wishes. :)
1. Stay happy! be it me, my family and my friends.
2. Good results. be it my studies, npcc.
3. Parents to be healthy and well
4. Be able to complete what I want to do
5. A fruitful 16th year
hope 2008 will be a smooth and meaningful year for me.
well, now that place a beautiful fullstop to my 2007.
I'm glad that my mentality matured and grew due to many people and events that influenced me. I'm no longer so obstinate and narrow-minded like the past when I'm in sec 2 and beginning of sec 3. lol, the world is bigger than what I had imagined, it don't revolve about one person only..
its time to proceed, ain't it?
haha
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
just posting the pic I took with jiayu the other day. Today was a rather fulfilling day. I completed some stuff that I wanted to complete long ago. sorry sqdmates for not going to the arcade today, had some work to do. well, just got back from my grandma visit. tomorrow going to school for cc comp self prac again, since yingting and chiou are back now. my father's neck is aching.. was doing some guasa for him just now..hope you will get better soon daddy :) alright I got nth to say already..lol
recently a lot of happy things happened.
:D
so I'm very happy these few days..
wheeeee.................... :D
although school is reopening soon, I havn finish my homework!
alright, my mother is nagging to me everyday for it. Not to worry mother, I will finish them by hook or by crook.
booooooooo
school is reopening this wednesday.
SADDENING
I havn enjoy my holidays fully yet. Well, actually still okay la. BUT I AM STILL RELUCTANT TO RETURN.
alright, I must face it sooner or later.
So okay la, I still can accept it. lol
Last week Claire returned from England to spend her Christmas here. Hey girl, I'm sorry that I cant take out anytime to go out with you and happy birthday! <3 color="#ff0000">ALL THE WAY RVNP
after cc comp training last friday went to sijie's house for sqd bbq! a lot of people turned up. very gan dong. it was fabulous to be with you guys. took a lot of photos, the last few ones rock especially. hey squadmates, you guys are the ones who were there for me since sec s, I appreciate every single one of you and of course remember all the stuff that we had went through together. Rvnps105 rocks. Rvnps2o6 rocks. Rvnps307 rocks. RvnpNCO08 rocks.
THE EXTREMISTS ROCKSSS.
I know you guys will be the bunch of people who I will still joke and talk crap with yrs down the road.
:D
my sister finally came back from her camp. NP camp. haha, so sweet, this girl got influenced by me and joined NP in her school too, lance corporal already. :) My mother missed her so much these few days and keep ranting about how solitude and quiet the house is without her. and all the housework piled on me. LOL, but its okay. glad that she is back, having someone to accompany beside me in the night is still a blessing.
alright
my mood is really comparatively good recently. maybe due to so much happy events that are occuring around me. hope nothing will come and dash all my happiness away.
hahahaha
happy new year eve!
Are you Available?- lol..single
What is your Age?- 15
What Annoys you?- people who are impolite or rude.. I will be VERY offended. haha
THE LETTER 'B'
Do you live in a Big house?- no..its just my humble sweet house.
When is your Birthday?- 24th April
Who is your Best friend?- sqddies:)
THE LETTER 'C'
What's your favorite Chocolate?- merci..actually I like all of them..
Who 's your Crush?- ...:)
When was the last time you Cried?- few days ago..for a drama..haha
THE LETTER 'D'
Do you Daydream?- yea..
Wha t' s your favorite kind of Dog?- I like them as long as its fluffy,white and cute..<3
What Day of the week is it?- saturday..
THE LETTER 'E'
Did you had a crush dat starts w/letterE?- no..
THE LETTER 'F'
Favorite Flower?- roses are sweet..
TH E LETTER 'G'
Do you chew Gum?- no..
Are you a Giver or a taker?- both ba
THE LETTER 'H'
What's your Height?- 163cm plus..
What color is your Hair?- dark brown
THE LETTER 'I'
What's your favorite Ice cream?- I adore chocolate ice cream
Have you ever Ice skated?- yea
Do you play an Instrument?- nope
THE LETTER 'J'
What's your favorite Jelly bean?- I like all of them
H ave you ever heard a really hilariousJoke?- yea..
Do you wear Jewelry?- yea
THE LETTER 'K'
Who do you want to Kill?- no one actually
Do you want Kids?- yea..
Where did you have Kindergarten?- some place near my house
THE LETTER 'L'
Are you Laid back?-lol..maybe sometimes
THE LETTER 'M'
Whats your favorite Movie?- stardust
Do you still watch disney Movies?- nope
Do you like Mangoes?- not really
THE LETTER 'N'
Do you have a Nickname?- yea..winnie the pooh lo..
Whats your favorite Number?- 4
Do you prefer Night over day?- yea..the night is my peak period
THE LETTER 'O'
Whats your One wish?- parents to be well
THE LETTER 'P'
What one fear are you most Paranoidabout?- my results
What's a Personality trait you look for in the opposite sex you like?- caring, filial, hardworking
THE LETTER 'Q'
Are you Quick to judge people?- lol..sometimes
THE LETTER 'R'
Do you watch Reality tv?- not really
THE LETTER 'S'
Do you prefer sun or rain?- rain
Do you like Snow?- yea
Season?- autumn
THE LETTER 'T'
What Time is it?- 10:46pm
What time did you wake up?- 10am plus
THE LETTER 'U'
Do you prefer underwear or thongs?- lol
THE LETTER 'V'
Whats the worst veggie?- cant remember
Where do you want to go on Vacation?- my island:D
THE LETTER 'W'
What's your Worst habit?- listening to a song for the whole day if i like it and end up getting tired of it
THE LETTER 'X'
Have you ever had an X-ray?- yea
Do you own a xylophone?- nope..toy version counted? lol
THE LETTER 'Y'
Do you like the color yellow?- still okay..don't really like it when I was a child.
What Year were you born in?- 1992
Whats one thing you Yearn for?- good results and a loving boy :D
THE LETTER 'Z'
Whats your Zodiac sign?- taurus
Do you believe in the zodiac?- yea...sometimes
time really flies.
my 15th christmas already.
soon I will be old and full of wrinkles on my face. I dun want!
recently found zhenyu's email and started talking to him after..hmm... 3 yrs..?
lol
time really fliees..whoo..
look at him now, taller than me and all... Last time he used to be shorter than me.
all grown up.
its christmas today!
haha
since my religion is taoism, so my family don't really celebrate christmas.
but yesterday everyone was back home early, so I still feel heartwarming and happy to have a simple dinner with my whole family la. its blessed.
then its midnight.
suddenly heard some exploding sound outside my window so I looked out and I saw many fireworks!!
haha
beautiful isnt it:)
anyway thanks to all my friends who sent me christmas greetings to me, no matter through phone or msn. appreciated it yea. :D
one year passed again.
soon it will be new year, chinese new year, june holidays, dec holidays and soon another christmas will come.
We must treasure our timeee
haha
anw
thanks to all the people who made the 15th yr in my life such a meaningful and wonderful year.
all the best my friends!
happyhappy!
:D
me and jiayu
Don't know why either, just feel fatigue all over my body.
but don't feel like sleeping.
today almost fell asleep on yiling's sofa when they were playing the PSP.
lol
sorry..
was quite amazed by yiling's fishes, the babies look cute.
abw I waited 45 minutes for yueting, I almost died.
met up with chiou n yingting later
Ate and went yingting's house and talked.
went home later on, reached home at almost 7pm I think.
on the way home took the red line, for like about 1 hour ba, thanks to yueting.
after she alighted left with chiou n me, emo and woman talk again..
lol
everytime alone with chiou then talk to her will become very serious and talk about a lot of stuff..
alright
I'm really worn out
no mood to post anything
My dearies, cheerup k.
Do not give up when the night is at its darkest, because it is only awhile till dawn.
love you guys.. muacks <3
I bear no grudges to anyone, so I just hope all these nonsense and all some of your stubborness will stop soon. It's really pointless and also tiring. Earn your respect. I guess even a three year old can understand such a simple thing.
Finally saw guofeng after such a long time. Basically spent my time in school pitching flagstaff with the guys' team over and over again. Said goodbye with my darlings and left early cause I had to go for 6.1 gathering.
Reached home at about 1145am plus. Rushed rushed rushed.then finally ready and rushed to catch the bus to cck. lol. reached there then kok haw was standing there grumbling for my lateness because I asked him to meet me at 1230pm yet I reached at 1255pm. so I made him wait for half an hour. :P sorry my friend.
everyone was late. lol.
way passed 1pm. alright so I'm the second one who was punctual. jiayu, erwina, kok haw, yuxuan and I came first.went to eat and their stupid habit of talking sick started again..
evil sisters.... lol..
wan en came later..
we crapped for quite long then finally we got up and left...waaa...finally....
we were actually quite indecisive over where to go..eventually decided to go town.
on the way jiayu was worn out, so she sat down and slept herself while rest of us started talking. The content was quite lame, well it still kept the long trip occupied.
Hmm. actually I feel rather heartwarming and fortunate to see that our relationships are still so close after so many years. haha, if only shannon, rey, weijie, soonlai, miemie, etc.. they all are able to make it today, it will sure be even merrier. Good friends are hard to come by, I'm glad that I'm still having a gathering, btm session or two with shannon and rey, etc during school days. going out with erwina so often. Talking with jiayu in the busstop while I wait for her bus to come just like how we did in pri sch days. talking to kok haw over the phone like sisters.
Back to the topic :)
we went around and shop lo. went heeren. took some pictures. lol
after quite long, walked until leg pain then went home with jiayu erwina. Lol
wow, I slept immediately when I found a seat on the train. too tired le, now still very tired.
went to westmall with erwina to return her books and jiayu's books before going home.
heavy downpour when the bus reached my busstop. opps, forgot to bring my umbrella, trapped at the busstop, had to trouble my mum to come and fetch me. thanks mum. :)
actually this morning sqddies said that they want to go darlingling's home for stayover then go and fetch yingting, chiou and pear from airport at 2am when they returned from obs sabah. but in the end it was cancels cuz mums don't let. well, its okay.
but they are still going darlingling's house tomorrow to make christmas cookies! yueting, darlingling (yiling) and me. sharmie and charm still not confirm yet. aiya, bad clarine don't wanna come.
hmm..
have to go and help my mother to cook something..
see youuuuuu :D
tmr going back to cc comp again
but have to leave earlier cuz promised kok to go for the gathering long ago
well
hope I can ba
see ya
went to eat at bb after that and went home.
anyway, the new skirt is super long..
lol
I think I will ask my mother to help me with it ba..
kok haw called me at 8pm plus..and I missed it for 3 times..lol
called him back at 9pm plus and we talked for quite long...
going out with him and my good old friends this friday..
my dear kok, don't emo liao..lol
today bought some materials..
tomorrow is the day to finish some work..haha
quite satisfied and happy with myself because I came out with some new ideas..
my sketchbook is brimming with life again! :D
haha
seeya
anw
now then know wilfred reads my blog
I'm not dumbdumb...LOL
:P
alright
yueting jus smsed me now about squad bbq
of course I will go!
hahahaha
its at Sijie's house, bukit batok, very near to me..
hehe
haha
okay la
I miss cc comp?
yup, hope chiou and yingting comes back soon and we can work hard tgt!
wonder how are they in obs sabah now, maybe climbing mount kinabalu. O.O
must reach summit squadmate! ( maybe they can hear me with their wonderful ears)
hmm..I must get back to work now
bye
hate me all you want
i tried my best but you don't appreciate it
I am tired of all these alright?
what do you want?
you only care about yourown feelings, what about mine..
met with pei wen, si jie, adna at jurong east, then went to pasir ris together for unit chalet.
we were one day late, lol, but nonetheless, still there.
yiling came to fetch us, she didn't sleep cause no space, poor darlingling.
Reached there. it was a very superduper tiny room connected to juniors room next door.
lol
then my sec twos were sharing the room with us.
super sqeeezy
but it was because of this then it seemed cozy
went in saw a lot squadmates sleeping.
zzzzzzz
haha and the boys playing psp.
watched zimin and the boys put up a good fight.
later I played too, guessed im very noob with that because I was the first to get out for every game. -.-
alright
watched Constantine with squadies when most of the boys went out to have breakfast.
okay la, quite a nice show..
after that I went to escape with liting, yushan, pocheng and adna. it was quite fun overall.
did some stupid stuff too, haha.
anyway, pocheng very super cute and slow when she drove the single car thing. lol
saw my sec twos there too.
We went back to the chalet when it started to rain.
There was nothing much for us to do, so liting suggested to go for a ride and I happily agreed. :D
Then it dawn on me that the last time I went cycling in a park was before hillary challenge with munweng, xinyu, gary and xiang lonn. wow, time really passed very fast.
Some time later, went back and watched some tv shows with squadies.
lol
had dinner with sijie later
and sat at the steps after that, listen to acapella of christmas carols.
they are nice and heavenly. haha
went back and squadies were watching movie.
lol
Sat beside clarine and almost fell asleep there.
later watched the recent "the messenger' horror movie with squadmates.
it was okay.
finally after the movie almost all of them fell asleep
so yiling qinhui and me went to mac to have supper.
khin yin joined in later
talked talked talked
guessed until 430am plus I finally went to sleep besdie chiou yih.
went home the other day
quite a nice scene to see all the sqdmates sitting face to face in one cabin.
haha
reached home and slept cause very tired. All in all, it felt like a squad chalet rather than unit chalet. lol
yea
thats it
see ya
:D
haha, long time since I last posted.
okay, some belated posts.
3Loudspeakers stayover on 4th and 5th December
Went after going for OBS, so met with shuhui, ayesha, chee, jean, debbie, peggy, jiongrui, yonghong, binseng, zhiyong at plaza sing.
Watched midnight movie, Enchanted at 1145pm.
Waa..I slept for the whole movie because I watched it before with squadmates, plus I was rather wore out after OBS. Only woke up in the middle of the movie when the actress started singing some "how would you..." song and at the end when Jean woke me up..lol
After that we took taxis back to Ayesha's house. It was very funny on the way, because the other cabs did not know the way to Ayesha's house, so they were supposed to follow our cab, but our taxi driver drove too fast..kinda lost track of them..
Then..... the cab with the boys overtook us....lol
but we still reached Ayesha's house first..
LOL, then Ayesha said that her keys was with yonghong so we cannot go in. We sat outside her house and waited for the boys to arrive..the night was very quiet...:)
After what seemed like a million years, they finally showed up..haha
In Ayesha's room, all the others went to play computers or watch tv programs, left with shuhui and me. She was grumbling that she want to sleep already. Haha, I wanted to sleep too. :D
After bathing, we went to the living room and watched mean girls with the girls. But aiya, very tired, didn't continue watching with them after that, went back to sleep with shuhui.
zzzzzzz
Next morning woke up by jiong rui and he told us that yonghong they all left with dexter, mingliang and some other guy in the morning to sleep.
lol, didn't even see dexter they all cuz shuhui and I were sleeping when they arrived in the midnight..
Went to eat pratas at "suriya" prata shop with shuhui and jiongrui. haha, sounds like suria.
Anyway, very sweet of jiongrui to stay with us. :D
yea, we talked talked talked.
Came back from breakfast, see nothing to do and the bed looked super appealing, shuhui and me fell asleep right away again. zzz...really is SLEEPover. LOL
It was 2.30pm when we woke up.
Also forget what we did...
haha, guessed we played with ayesha's super adorable baby sister Alisha!
haha
very cute..
went for bbq later.
wow ayesha's parents bought lots of food for us.
must really thank them leh.
it was raining heavily and yonghong they all came back.
haha
the rain didnt spoil our mood
had fun bbqing
ayesha's brother and parents were very nice to help us
lol
kept feeding shuhui with food
haha
it was fun la
after that somehow talk talk talk..
look at alisha and played with her..
then it was time to go home.
we took ayesha's family car to serangoon train station.
reached there and went to buy drinks, duno why the stall aunty asked if we are going for work. lol
anyway met up with the boys at the station and took train tgt
alighted halfway with shuhui cuz wanna accompany her on the alone way back home
haha
all in all
the class stayover was nice la
although not a lot of ppl went and we didn't really do a lot exciting stuff
but for those who came and cared, it was really appreciated!
nice get together, heartwarming too :D
alright
thats all for today
maybe will post on the unit chalet and some other events nx time ba..
happy birthday xiaojun! :D
1.5 yrs ago, after horizon challenge. 
alright, taken in sec one, min ee and me. err..LOL
most recent one taken during unit chalet.
I guess definitely, well more obvious if compared to the first one. hahaha.
shall stop today I guess, there is some problem with uploading photos there.
see ya folks:)
Talking to xiaojun now..for quite long already...
boring day today..played a few games with him..
feeling quite feverish, tired too..
but just cant get to sleep..
tomorrow there is cc trg..
Then going to 3LOUDSPEAKERS class stayover at Ayesha's house at night till Wednesday night.
Thursday going to Unit chalet which actually starts on Wed, but since I will be at the stayover so I will go on the second day.. sorry squadmates!
Will be back from everything by Friday I think :DD
:DDDDD
My dear Claire claire is coming back on 9th!
omg, I miss her.
Anyway, today was a marvelous day. Great cc comp training with my dear sqdmates and our mam Yini. Really very happy today because of this and also some other things... :)
shall elaborate when I get back..
now my arm is aching, bruises and cuts caused by pegs all over and my fingers all peeled.. LOL..really is all..anyway..they keep saying I'm the most niang...haha! in the end they all also niang like me! only yiling remain MAN.
All of us became a little darker in our skin tone and became B***l*!
But all these pain is worthwhile in exchange for a fruitful day. I never regret joining cc comp. :D
Yes we did it!
YATTA! :DDD
miss me when I'm gone!
byebye
Practiced pitching the tent many times.
Considering the number of girls present today as compared to the guys..I think we still have rooms for improvements.
My knee got injured by a sharp end of a flying peg this morning..
Its very painful..a big blue black now..can feel the acute pain even when I walked..
but its okay la..don't worry my sweet yiling.. :)
Today I pegged so hard that all my fingers peeled super badly.
After that stayed in np room and discussed the designs of our basha and gadget.
Went to Ikea with Yueting Yiling Sharman.
Looked around and I really wished I could sleep..
Bought a pot of flower :)
To be more precise, pink flowers and a pink flowerpot :)
HAHA
I specially asked the assistant to help me to get the sweet pink flowerpot down.
yea, I hope the plant will grow more pink flowers soon..
After that Yiling left for the opening of terminal 3 with her family.
So Yueting sharmie and me headed to mac and..talked..stoned..discussed about our gadget..
We sat there for very long. I've counted that the two tables that were in front of us already had 6 groups and 5 groups of people eating before we finally left.
Left at 800pm plus I think and took bus 195 to commonwealth mrt station.
Seeing the brightly lite commonwealth mrt brought back many fond memories.
I remember that this scene was exactly what I will see whenever we left school late after NP. We would be crowded in some standardized position everytime, waiting for each other to come before we leave together.
How sweet can this get?
I am tired now, really wish to sleep, but I cant, I really don't know what is wrong..
Recently had been like this, cant sleep unless it reach 200am or later and I will toss and turn on the bed for few hours or maybe even the whole night sometimes.
It is so disturbing for me to stay in bed the whole night and watch the time ticking off and have headache so every often..
I am really tired...I want to sleep.. :(