I am...
Tuesday, October 24, 2006Y
11:06 pm
two more days with my fellow bizarreans..will miss them like hell..
after spending two years with you guys..
our bond is like superglue..or rather..beyond description..
mayb u wun know..but 2Bizarre have been one of the few things that i put close to my heart..
a class that i am always proud of..
be it academics..drama..i think our class do excel in every aspect..
so 2b..u will remain in my heart forever..
anyway..
upcoming 2b chalet is from this sunday to tuesday..
haha..
somehow np act just happen to be on tuesday..
i guess i have to bring all my np stuff there..
v heavy le...
np uniform.
nptee
np slack
sch sock
np sock
sch shoe
my beret
my belt
my boots
my file
my rope
spec hooks.(ok..not rly heavy)
file
np notebook
bandage
hairnet
aiyaaaa
really a lot leh!!!!!!
i wanna die alrd.....
gk test somemore!!!!
omg
suddenly remember..
GK means General Knowledge
do u think i can study in the chalet?
esp when the source is from the net?
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
nvm.i try my best!
anyway..i rly hope there is promo for corporal this nov ..
cuz dec no act..
i hope to hav promo..but yet i know i will be worried if there is..
cuz will be tough..sergeant le..not that easy..
but thats my goal..to at least be a sergeant ..den i will si er wu han..u noe chi?
think even if there is no promo for sergeant this hol..i will spend my hol studying for np..in order to get myself occupied.
haiz.........
think i wun want to get too depress all over again..
its v torturous to suffer in silence..
i shall get myself happy again..
winnie is not so easy to defeat..
i have my friends.
sqdmates.
thanks for hearing me out.
but somehow..my mind will wonder back to those past..
but i will restrict myself la..
thx for all ur sincere advices..they keep ringing in my ears..thx..
surprise to find myself losing four kg all of a sudden..
it has been years since i lost weight.cuz most of the time im gaining weight..
weird huh..
i also dun understand..
perhaps is becuz of my eating prob?
think it contributed a bit..
hai.....
somehow..i just cant forget that scene..
wadever u say..i just noe im more observant than anyone..
hai..i really duno how to express how i feel..
but i just hope that people can stop hurting me unintentionally..or intentionally..
not that i blame them..i dun..
i only hope that those kind of stuff can happen lesser..
at least..not now..
thx..
i duno why i type so much today.
but i wanna mention that i saw someones nick on msn which goes.
it is bliss to live in memories, but it is also painful.
hope i translated it well .
i thought it is rather meaningful.
so i just wanna share with u guys..
haha
ok
i got to slp..
quite late huh..
goodnight to you
