I am...
Thursday, December 28, 2006Y
9:57 pm
feeling of despair..dun wanna say wad happen..
it hit me so hard..
i once said nothing bring me down..
but i guess im so wrong..
my depression now is deep as the colour im using..
endlessly..
i wish i could dig my heart out and bury it..
stop the feeling..
i rather that..
dont wanna feel anything..
dont wanna think about anything..
i rather im a cold and unfeeling person who everyone hates..
outer appearance doesnt mean anything..
ur inner self suck so much anyway..
it suck to the core in case u dont noe
i shall shut myself up in my world.
