I am...
Sunday, January 28, 2007Y
1:33 am
The time now is 1.19am..28/1/2007..I said earlier on that Im not blogging anymore ..? but its another morning now..or day..
Im bored..
I realise how pessimistic I think or feel nowadays. People alway tell me to think optimistically..
People tell me im suppose to be a strong girl..due to several factors such as..Im from a ug grp..I am an elder sister..Im a chairperson and so on..
I tried...but somehow I cannot..
my heart rules my head..
I just break down too easily..
I did not put on any shield for protection..people can attack me easily..
perhaps I should have tried harder..
oh yea..I should really have...
Im a big girl now..
Some things in life are for us to figure out ourselves yea?
Am I mature enough to take up the challenge now?
I dont know..
all I know is I gonna put in more effort this year..
whether I gonna achieve my goals or not doesnt matter, as long as I have tried my best then I have got nth to lose...
yea..
thats it..
just like what I alway tell others..
I wun try too hard...
sorry if you see no link in this post..because im just typing out what is going on in my head..
