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Thursday, September 13, 2007Y
3:16 am
miss claire..
I think sometimes I'm really very emotional. Sometimes I see no point in arguing back, really. All the painful accuses only peirce right into my heart and leave a scar there. how many times have I done this? I really don't like doing this, I don't like trying to express how I feel, because I realised no matter how hard I try, in the end you still wun get what I mean. Yes, I admit I'm wrong in some areas, but does that mean you can don't listen to me anymore? I only want you to know how I love you. How I wish I can have more of your time mummy.. :(
Few months had passed. 1 year really passed very fast. How I wish time can stop right here. End of years is coming, yet I really have no motivation to study. I know I only have myself to help. Just had my math test just now, likely that I will flunk it. Its not that I'm pessimistic or I did'nt study, I did. But I just blanked out just now. what to do? Forget it. I really feel very down. Everything seem to go against me.
Last time, I thought telling people that I'm down was something very superficial, so I don't really talk alot about my bad or sad things. But now, things start to get out of hand, I really cant handle my sadness anymore, just don't know how..:( I don't want myself to be like this, so weak, like a weakling, cant even stop myself from crying over little things. Whats there to cry for? I'm not sure myself too.
ohyea, sorry that I've stopped writing for so long. A lot of things happened, not that you wanna know, but yea, a lot of things really happened. Maybe I'm already not the winnie in sec 2 and 1 anymore. I'm also not sure of what I have become. Well, thats not really important. Just feel lucky that I still have some friends supporting me behind. Thanks guys. :)
Well, I've decided to return to my blogging life, because I think this is the only way that I can write freely and happily and at least someone will care about it. LOL, do I sound too serious? Nah, don't worry about me, I will be fine when everything is okay yea... :)
My sister just showed me a friday weekly with me in it. LOL, kok haw asked me to write something for him and put my picture there, didn't know he is really serious about going on papers. haha, anyway they dragged my face until superrr fatt. Wa, I'm damn pissed, haha.
jiayou for mugging guys :)
