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Saturday, September 22, 2007Y
8:05 am
Yesterday slept early, today woke up at 11 plus unintendedly. A day passed like that again.. 1 more day to exams.. yea..big day is coming, what am I doing now... beats me.. -.-
yesterday found a lot of pictures of squadmates, pictures that I didn't really notice of last time, really made me look back. Maybe you are thinking that its exam period now and I should not think or do so much meaningless stuff, but well.. you still have to live your life even if its exam right? if not why are you even looking at my blog now?
Friday
Woke up at 4am plus to study since I slept very early on thursday cause I very tired and met with Junkai at 5.55am, think he like also very tired, both eyes quite red le :( Came to school den suddenly someone shouted "WINNIE!" Wa, then I looked around and realised that its Wilfred from the bball court, pro man, great lungs, totally jerked all of my sleepiness off. Was thinking of either rush home to sleep or maybe eat with shu hui before going home right after school during the lessons. Yea, its really during all the lessons, cause I'm really Really REALLY very tired, really wanna fall asleep but have to stay awake la, so the only way to sleep is when I got home! so was practically looking forward to end of school the whole day. Nth much actually, just like keep see dexter on the werge of falling asleep, binsing also, wa, two sleepy logs beside me, very hard to resist my sleepiness also.
Finally, after school was about to go before chiou yih shouted to me "Winnie!" from 3J. Haha, very cute. Waited for yueting before going to anchor point with yiling, chiou, clarine. Went to queensway to buy clarine's FBT before going to anchor point, saw some interesting things. On the way to anchorpoint very dui lian, shall not say why, cause really very dui lian, hahaa, but dui lian with sqdmates also become very fun. Had fun while eating, think we siao already, esp me, laugh at every single thing practically, haha, suddenly thought of the thing that chiou showed us, omg, i'm dying of laughter, omg omg. hahahahahha!
Then yingting joined us la, yueting was trying to trick her into going to queensway herself so that she will meet what we met earlier on. Lol, then yingting thought we want her to go there to do lame stuffs like attracting old man or wad, lol. nonetheless went back to queensway awhile then saw something very interesting. haha, shall not say what is it, chiou clarine and me bought one each, then went home. On the way to busstop talked to chiou. haha, talk to sqdmates then feel very relax. yea end of friday.
Saw yiling's nick today, "the very people that saw you in pieces are the ones who are capable of putting you back." something like that. Yea, sort of agree. I think the people who alway see me in my pieces are mostly my sqdmates, although they may not know, cause sometimes its just few moments of breakdown and stuff. Yup, but those times when you guys are beside me will alway remain in me.
I participated in quite a lot of competitions and parades in my np life:
SYF parade in 2006
Horizon challenge in 2006
NPDP parade in 2007
.22 shooting competition in 2007
Inter unit quiz in 2007
Hilary chanllenge in 2007
maybe forget some others, nonetheless, so many of those, are not competitions or parades alone, they contain a lot of fond memories.I remember that time, when that thing happened, its you guys who are beside me. During the horizon challenge, actually wanna keep it to myself, had a really hard time trying to contain everything, but some of you noticed that I was really weird and down that day. Told chiou what happened, got better, although nv forget, not that I forget now already. Remember sitting in one corner in school and thrashing everything out with chiou one day after a school event and cried my hearts out for the first time in my life. thanks chiou, your support that time really helped. I remember mingjie's couragements and support given for that many months, really appreciated it, really. I remember how guofeng constantly courage me in our phone calls and smses in different areas, np, school work, personal life, thanks guofeng for your support. I remember the many squadmates who took the trouble to prepare their full uniform and came to hometeam academy to support our NPDP parade. I remember peiwen's hug before I left for my hillary challenge. I remember the sight of sqdmates sitting on the grandstand of CCAB when I reached CCAB for my last stop of hillary challenge. I remember how my sqdmates came to help us with many different extreme ways with our last challenge when the rest of the people was watching happily. I remember sijie's shoulder when I was crying after I did badly for my .22 shooting competition.
Many many things happened, since the start of my np life, right start from my first contact with rvnps307, the first sqdmate who talked to me in sec one, clarine. I will remember those bitter sweet moments when we knock it down together, doing the turns and flips during PT, shouting cheers around the school together, doing our np stomp, trying dragon pumpings together in those corridors, silent drills, rounds around the track with my squadmates during ITCs. I love the way how we still care for each other even if we are pissed or angry, how we tried to be friends again even though we are in a awkward position after quarreling, how we forgive each other even though it really affect us a lot. Love the heartwarming hug sthat we give each other when we encourage each other.
I guess there must be a true reason why so many of my squadmates say I love NP after our bersurai, even out of np in our blogs and msn, because we really experience the true meaning of the bond within us. Well, mayb not all of us, but those who truely belong, because we really appreciate each other and understand the true meaning behind i love np, or rather, i love my squadmates.
oh well, why am i wasting time writing so much here? well, i love my sqdmates, yea, so i don't think i'm wasting time expressing how i feel for them, yea, no arguments. :D
jiayou extremists.
