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Saturday, November 03, 2007Y
8:52 am
HELLO PEOPLEyea I know I havn been around for such a long time..
and thats because my computers down and it took ages for it to be fixed. Caused me loads of problems though, cause a lot of my homeworks and stuff need to be done in the school library. I think it had been at least 2 months plus already? I feel so deprived and sad honestly. I spent most of the time sleeping, reading. watching tv and eating. No life. But its okay, cause it is all over.
A lot of things happened. Haha, I realised I alway say this after I disappeared for a long period of time. EOYs is over, shall not elaborated on that. Just glad that I got my GPA over 2.0, yea I shall work harder for next year. One shouldn't give up so easily.
Actually I came to blog because I got a lot of things to say, but some how all the words just stucked at my throat now. Time passed really fast. In an blink of an eye, one year has passed. I didn't even manage to slow down and look at everything that are ongoing. After this year, many things gonna change. Last year I was afraid of the changes when I left 2B and went to 3L. but laer I learnt that changes are unavoidable in our lives, yea so we must learn to adapt. yea, maybe we will learn to grow stronger. But I'm still upset, maybe nx year I'm not going to experience wad I experienced this year. I must say that this year had been a very fulfilling year. I mean not in academic ascept, yea maybe something else. I don't know how to express it, but I just know that I'm going to leave year 2007 as a stronger person, mentally and physically. yea, but not perfect of cuz, just better.
Sec four graduation. I cannot deny that I'm upset by it, I think most of the sec 3 are? i think this batch of sec 4 are our seniors in sec 2 when we entered RV in sec 1, so they are kind of the batch of people whom we see more often than the rest. I see my np seniors being my sec 2 seniors in 2005, then incoming sec 3 squad in 2006, nco squad 2007 and now we had took over from them. I think the feeling of us being the eldest nx year is weird, for now, maybe nx year I wun feel this way anymore. Then I will see not see junkai and xiao jun in school anymore. Nobody will go sch with me anymore. Nobody will let me sit the inner seat beside the window in the morn anymore. No more saying goodbye below his classroom anymore. After doing this for so long, the road from the bus stop to school after their graduation seems so weird and lonely without jk walking beside me and me talking crap to him. But I think it will get better ba, hope they will score well for their o levels.
Went for ATC some weeks ago. ATC means adventure training camp. I went for it last year too and shamefully I cried when I went into the pitch dark tunnel. This year's ATC is much better, because RVNP host it! But that's only part of the reasons. A team is really important. I'm so glad that my group consist of good people! lol, they are friendly and willing to help, much better than last year and made my ATC 2007 very enjoyable. It's not very tough, just tired. Our camp fire skit wasn't really a success, but yea I enjoyed the campfire very well. Got to know this girl from kent ridge, jesslyn and surpiringly we hit off really well. Lol, she wore our rv pe short too cuz her brother is in rv. Haha, four girls in the groups really made my atc so cheerful and fun doing everything together. The guys are nice too. Some sweet moments to remember. I was very touched cuz on day 2 we are given 1 hour plus for dinner and shower. So yea feeling very dirty and all, jessyln and me went to shower first and went back to the dinner area and started searching for instant noodles to cook. Then kelvin and bryan suddenly say " 你们的面在这里。" then we were like "huh?" cause we didn't see any instant noodles lying anywhere. It turn out that they cooked for us already because they say they are scared that we have no time to cook and have nothing to eat. Waa, actually I'm very touched by them la, haha, see bryan baked the already baked beans and it became a paste, I want to laugh. Maybe will see them on the coming friday becuz of our amzing race. haha. kelvin definitely since he is the leader. Yea, have fun crapping with jessyln about ubin water, cuz they taste salty. Building a raft with them and rolling it out to the sea! Haha, I didn't go to ATC in vain! :D
My sergearnt promotion is coming, is quite exciting yet scary at the same time. I hope i can pass la, I don't want to wait for another year or months. Working hard already, tried to find time to revise my knots and lashings, lamps, tents, flagpoles, topography, bandages, civil defence's theory part, campcraft theory part and of cuz practise for my WOC, drills and all. Jiayou squadmates! we can do it! My sec 2 squad also must work hard for their lance corporal! I believe you guys can do it! because bangbang squad only have the best out of everything! jiayou jiayou!
Went to watch stardust with chee hooi and ayesha after school on friday. Very nice show, i love fantasy! But I think its really touching and all, a good show to recommend. Oh yea chee hooi is the fallen star, I'm the fallen moon. :D Celestial love. Are we humans because we gaze at the stars or do we gaze at the stars because we are humans.
Today went back to school for the amazing trial. Overall still ok, had fun with squadmate over the walkie talkie. Went to eat later, very tired and slept on the trip to je. Haha, received sec 2 sqd sqd tee, very sweet of them :) the design of the tee quite nice also, haha.
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talking to kamseng now. wwaa..1.30 already.. zzz..yea i go play sudoku with him liao..since he nice enough to come online to play with me..haha
bye!
