Valentine's

Saturday, January 12, 2008Y

9:05 pm

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

Indeed. What's the use of doing so many meaningless things.

I always believe that there are reasons behind everything we do. Perhaps sometimes other people may perceive it as some chores that we find for ourselves, but I guess as long as we know what we are doing and they are reasonable, why care about others? But..aiya..don't ask someone why they like someone/ something la... its just ..weird...

It's fine for us to unleash ourselves from our engulfed world sometimes to look at what other people are doing/ thinking/ working. It is not encouraging us to be feeble in our stand, instead just to give ourselves opportunities to see where we stand, how we progressed and perhaps to enlighten us that we should change for the better already.

Time is precious. Look back and ask yourselves how many moments are there for you to savour. How many times in the past did you really enjoy what you are doing. How many times did you achieve what you you aimed for and felt the ultimate joy that you earned for yourselves. How many time had you wasted, although at that point of time you knew you were wasting it.

Nobody is perfect. It is inevitable for everyone to have times like this. Flaws and everything, how is it possible to achieve everything that we aimed for? I guess its for ourselves to denote it and figure out what we want and work hard for it.

No comparison may lead us to be complacent.
Maybe I am affected by things that happened around me recently, so I did some reflections.
Sometimes I shed tears for my failures, unhappiness, disappointments, problems etc. I mean, times like this do happen and some people like me cant control it. hais...
Then, I will be thinking,"why am I so lousy?" " why can't I get it done well?".
One day I was telling a friend my problem, who was very mature and sensible. He told me to be strong and told me there is no point shedding tears for things already happened since we can't change the fact. Yea, we agree to what people say, but what matter is whether we can still secure the message behind firmly when ordeals come. So, I shall take it and be strong. 那得起，放得下。I will try not to give excuses for myself to perform lousily / shedding tears again. So cc comp, I will try not to have thoughts of giving up again. We can do it. Anyway, thanks all the people who asked me not to yesterday, you guys really made me wanna cry. Chiou yih cheer up too, we are all in this together right squaddie? Heart you kay. :)

I never like to hide the truth. I don't need a large number of friends to prove my popularity, non loud, noisy friends to let people know my existence, I just need friends who know me really well, give me support when I need it. Vice visa from me to them too. Boys or girls, I appreciate you guys just the same yea.

Back to the point. Read a few books recently, currently the book I'm reading now is MARIA ANTOINETTE, which is some sort of biography about this France's queen. Have to say that it is very infomative and I mentioned before that I like history books ma, so delightfully, I found another book that I enjoy. yeepee. Although its not about China's history, but I kind of absorb most of the China's past essences already, so this will do me fine. Anyway, since I'm reading my book most of the time now..so I practically did nothing when I come online nowadays, maybe to listen to songs and talking to some friends only. lol..

Next on list will be DRACULA. Lol, I know many people read this already, but I havn read before, so will draw out some time for it. Staff Sergeant promotion is coming this Friday. Muster parade this Tues, means that I will be wearing my Sergeant rank for the promotion. Additional strip may serve as additional responsibilities and better performance. Not that anyone asked us to display that kind of standard, but I guess we should have some self- awareness of the expectations and level of performance for this ba, not necessary for people to tell us everything, well, if we need, I guess perhaps we don't deserve the rank in the first place.

So..must jiayou!!
jiayou jiayou jiayou!
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...lame........LOL
lala, jiayou extremists!

On a lighter note, I'm in the museum guiding extended CID under Ms Chia along with shuhui, esther, joanna from my class. Well, looking at the schedule I think it should be quite fun la..haha..

Went to the student leader seminar or not sure what its called today. Some get together with stella, my good old friend. Picked up something today. Some thing will remain there, although we won't neccesary be aware of it, but it will still happen/ appear when times comes la...
what to do..its human's nature to remember things subconciously, hard to eliminate everything la..

Hmm..another highlight.
KUNG FU DUNK featuring Jay Chou is coming soon! Lol, I know Debbie ( Mrs Chou) is elated. :D HAHAHA. I want to watch it. :)

shall go and do my homework/ read my book/ study for promo now..going out tomorrow..mummy asked me to finish everything today.. hoho.
anw
thanks jackie for the winnie the pooh.. another pooh on my shelf...lol

so..
BYEBYE

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