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Sunday, January 20, 2008Y
11:05 pm
Nobody owns you a living.
If you want recognition, just work hard for it, it don't come itself when you didn't even work hard.
please don't complain all day about how others are better than you, more outstanding than you and stop all your self-pitying.

sorry..
but it just my thoughts after quite a long period.

I know there are times for us to self- pity..
but please only do that when you have worked hard for something..yet you din make it..

and please, don't accuse me of anything, because I take pride in whatever I do and I do my best for everything.
I know you feel upset by what happened, I understand. But how can you accuse and insult me like that. not like I planned all these, its not in my control at all.. after all...they just mean extra work for me..
I feel terribly insulted and hurt by you. Utterly disappointed, to think I treat you as a close friend. I guess I will feel disgusted by your false front everytime I see you again.

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got lots more to say..
but don't know how to continue..I guess its the first time I'm this hurt..
suan le..
I'm really tired of all your attitude and trying to hide my emotions..

if that is what you think of me..
by all means..
I don't want to root for you when others misunderstand you anymore, don't wanna find excuses for you anymore..



Don't just reply "whatever"
because that is a word that all losers use.