I am...
Wednesday, April 09, 2008Y
6:22 pm
I lost the SPF badge.I don't know what to say honestly.
I only know that my heart is broken.
When you had worked hard, or maybe even many times harder than others, yet what you get is this kind of result, I really don't know what to say.
Looking at the fact that they had overlooked all the events, many contributions that I had done for the unit, for NP and fail me just because I really didn't have time to go back to school to sign the form because I had something on and so last minute, perhaps I should change my impression for this organisation that I had once respected so much.
You fail me for some superficial stuff and overlooked all the important things.
All I feel is injustice.
You are not me, you don't understand how I feel.
You don't know how upset I am, so much that I cried the whole night.
Don't ask me to let go of it, I can't, its not like I deserve this, not like I did not meet any criterias, at least I'm sure that I did.
I have a lot of things to say..
but I don't know how to say..
I only know that I'm very disappointed, very upset and it is very unfair to me.
I shall stop here, it is worsening my depression.
thanks all the people have truely showed your concern and care, I really appreciated your sincerity and friendship.
不要再问我好不好了。。
我不好，我非常的不好！
Labels: Never been so upset.
