I am...
Sunday, May 18, 2008Y
12:29 am
No mood to update on things that are going on around me currently.Just feeling extremely restless and motivationless now.
I need to exhaust myself to inject some meaning into my life.
What irritates me absurdingly the most now are the ulcers on my lip.I can't even smile, speak or eat properly without hurting it when I open my mouth.
Yea, what happened in the past is the past, we cannot alter anything.
However, we can change what is going to happen in the future, hopefully.
Jiayou ba, although it is really worth tearing for, but there is no point to gloom over what is done.
The deceased won't revive just because you cried your lungs out.
Nothing tames me as much as reading a book..so I finished another book today, "My life as a emperor".
lol..
quite a nice book though, its about some China's empire history again..
moving on to another one..:)
Just looked outside my window and realised that theres no star tonight, although the nightsky is quite clear..
:(
Hais.
I shouldn't be feeling like that..
but I can't help..
My mind is in a utter mess.
Eventually it is still my responsibility to return it to its original state..
so hope that I can get out of this dismay soon.
