
I want to tell someone all my problems but no one is there for me.
I really don't know know to express my feelings now.
Not that you will understand anyway.
I have never felt so lonely before, well except for that night 2 yrs ago.
No one understands me, even those that I thought they do.
It hurts so much.
and where is my diary's key?
That diary which I used to throw in all my sorrows after every depressing incident, where is the key?
even a diary is rejecting me now. I can't even have a place to write and keep all my depressions in secret now.
How pitiful.
I can't say it verbally and I can't even say it in pen and ink.
I am...
