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Wednesday, February 18, 2009Y
6:57 am
Sorry all, I neglected my blog once again..Well, I always do that when I'm busy with some stuff, actually most of the time is just one stuff, but anyway I'm just busy thats it.
I'm still busy now, but just feel like talking now, so tadas I'm here.
Life has been pretty normal just that all our exams are coming. Just took my Gp and physics test today. Aw, I studied like crap after floorball yesterday and I was so dead today. Both were okay but I suppose that its just some stupid assumptions of myself cause my results often reflect different things.
School after the tests were much easier since I became relaxed after experiencing all the stress before it. We had a nice champs lesson which required us to pass around some folded papers with our names for our classmates to add in some good points of us. Its pretty heart- warming. :) Had class lunch later at queenways with almost the whole of 5P. haha..we should have more of these outings! :D
Cabbed to bukit merah sec with roboshanshan, yingting and yeejin afterward. Well..its a good game cause we got quite a lot of exposure from the team which is the overall champion in the nationals. Had some rigorous pt after it. So I was really shag after the whole day.
Aiks..for the rest of the day..don't feel like talking about it already..
I think I should give up on some stuff already and let myself live a happier life.
been thinking about some random stuff..like some of the people who had once crossed my life..my friends in the past and etc.
Kinda miss some of them.
I realised that I'm a different person at different period of time in my life. I sort of forgot how I was like in the past and why I made some of the past decisions. Life's puzzling ain't it. Well I know this may contain some fragments of irony but yea, I'm really constantly changing. Hmm..environment can really change a person. What I want to achieve is constantly changing too. Perhaps I would look back in future and regret some decisions that I've made now because they make no sense in future. I hope this won't happen because my principles are still valid at all times.
Time to get back with some friends, haha..maybe having dinner or studying sessions with some of them soon. I wanna get back to my original lifestyle and not stray too faraway from it.
I also hope that my emotions can stop affecting me in the head. Argh, been having frequent moodswings recently, pardon me.
goodnight:)
